One Weak Moment

"'What right have you to declare My statutes, or take My covenant in your mouth, seeing you hate instruction and cast My words behind you?'" Psalm 50:16b-17

Last evening a friend informed me of another Pastor and leader in the Christian community, who because of an inappropriate relationship with a woman, has been removed indefinitely from ministry activities. I will say this, it appears this gentleman came forward on his own to confess his sin, and as of writing this, he is accepting godly counsel and falling under an umbrella of accountability. How I pray there will be personal repentance.

Here is a man, into his 70's, who for over 40 years has taught and declared the statutes of the Lord, taken God's covenant in his mouth, yet cast all God's word behind him to fulfill a personal desire. My heart is broken over this news. It heightens how susceptible we all are to Satan's schemes. My anger is not directed at this man, but at the enemy who diligently kept watch for one weak moment and moved with fury. That's all it takes. One weak moment.

Those who proclaim God's word are held to a greater degree of responsibility. As public figures and tellers of His truth, their lives are visualized, scrutinized and often idolized. Their platform puts them in a position that demands constant prayer and dependence on the Lord. However, not one of us is immune to the devil's attempts at ruining reputations. Those of us who call ourselves Christ-followers and share His message in informal settings, cannot afford to risk colouring the beliefs of others by our behaviour, casting His word behind us through disobedience. As Lina Abujamra writes in her book, "Don't Tell Anyone You're Reading This: A Christian Doctor's Thoughts on Sex, Shame and Other Troublesome Issues", we have to stop pointing fingers at others when our own lives are just as broken and desperate as those who get "caught".

In the way of sexual sin, statistics confirm that this immorality has deeply worked its way behind church doors, stained glass and tall steeples. Hidden in pews are secrets. Recent findings reveal an alarming epidemic of silent sin that is destroying families. Weekly, in places of worship, are those who nod in agreement to God's laws and commands yet give no heed to obedience. 

In February 2024 the Angus Reid Institute conducted a survey of Evangelical Canadians. Many self-defined as "religiously committed", admitted they don't adhere to essential Christian beliefs. Sadly, it was discovered that it is the older generation who are not setting a great example for the younger believers, those appearing more intentional in pursuing their faith. Core doctrines, like the Trinity and Christ's resurrection, are being debated. Many believe that "Christian moral teachings should evolve with changes in society's attitudes." Even among Christ-followers, "all the people did whatever seemed right in their own eyes."(Joshua 21:25) Without the presence of absolutes, chaos erupts. Only 17% of Canadian Christians declare a deep commitment to the Lord.

So, what is our response? With each uncovering of sin, we are reminded how liable we are to being fallible. For centuries Scripture has been warning us from 1 Corinthians 10:12, "If you think you are standing strong, be careful not to fall." None are exempt from the devil's advances. Being prepared in the armour of God, holding to the promises of His provision and praying for His strength to withstand the temptations when they come, we can continue to walk in obedience to His word.

Years ago I stepped away from a ministry position because I knew some choices I was making at that time were not honouring the Lord. I have always loved the phrase, "honesty with modesty", but maybe it is because the sin does not have to be blatantly named. Instead of an aloof recognition of it, we need to acknowledge sin and call it what it is. Neglecting to do so will never bring the confession, repentance, healing and restoration that God's grace offers. May we receive His covenant and not cast away His words, but allow them to change our hearts.

"Don't Tell Anyone You're Reading This" - Dr. Lina Abujamra; Forefront Books; copyright 2023

Treasures In Darkness

"This message came to me concerning Edom. Someone from Edom keeps calling to me, 'Watchman, how much longer until morning? When will the night be over?' The watchman replies, 'Morning is coming, but night will soon return. If you wish to ask again, then come back and ask.'" Isaiah 21:11-12

The words of the prophet Isaiah speak of judgement on Edom. A long night of oppression and terror will soon come to an end, only to be met with more darkness ahead. It is almost like these verses are describing the ebb and flow of life. Victory and losses. Triumph and tragedy. Darkness and light.

Reading this passage immediately made me think of my mom. In her later years she struggled with sleep. Always being one to waken before sunrise, her early just kept getting earlier. She would tell us how she would lay awake praying for the first sign of dawn and the night to be over. She dreaded the dark. Not that she was fearful of it, but it was lonely and long. She wanted the night to be over.

We daily face darkness. Whether it is the physical darkening of a day, or the overshadowing of a heart, it is a familiar and an often-unwelcomed shade we would prefer to avoid. In their song, "The Sound of Silence", songwriters Simon and Garfunkel addressed darkness as a close acquaintance. "Hello darkness, my old friend. I've come to talk with you again." It is maybe not so much a dim light that has encompassed the singers surroundings, but a discouragement that has settled over their hearts.

This often-dreaded atmosphere is not all negative. Darkness sharpens our senses. Distractions and busyness of day surrender to the quiet, calm of night. We listen more intently. God's Word tells us that He brings treasures in darkness (Isaiah 45:3), and the Psalmist, in Psalm 139, declares that darkness is as light to the Lord. There is no darkness with Him.

Whether just the going down of the sun for needed physical rest, or dark nights of the soul where we learn to trust in the Lord, there is a reason for the approaching twilight. As my mom yearned for the first sign of day, darkness is valuable for the tremendous purpose it serves. It causes our needful longing of light's approach, the Light's approach.

Like the Edomite we too come and ask, "How much longer? When will the night be over?" With daylights dismissal we long for the coming sunrise. The watchman's reply touches me so tenderly. Although he only gives hope of the morning returning briefly, he bids the inquirer to return, if needed, and ask again. The watchman seems to understand and empathize with the confusion and struggle that is present at night.

Jesus also invites us to ask again. When we don't understand and our thoughts are overrun with "whys" and "whats", our Saviour says, "Come back and ask." He never wearies of our questions. He never tires of our requests. We can keep calling on Him. He would so much rather we come to Him seeking answers than go elsewhere. We can stay as long as we would like and seek Him as often as we feel needful. The doorway of communication is always open.

So often throughout scripture "darkness" is synonymous with evil and wickedness. It can also reference those who live without Christ. We despise its presence because of what it represents, but consider the planting of a seed. It grows underground in the dark, fertile soil, relying on the Creator and stored cells to power its growth. What we have deposited into our hearts and minds will also energize our growth in night seasons if what we have stored away is the truth and promises of God's Word.

1 Thessalonians 5:5 instructs us, that as believers, we are all children of light, and of the day. We are not of the night or of the darkness. Let's not fear the night. "Sometimes in the contrast of the night, we can best see the glory of God." (Beth Moore)

Known

"The LORD will make Himself known..." Isaiah 19:21a

Known. It is defined as identifying ways that we become aware of someone. We can gain this understanding through observing their activity and involvement in our lives and the lives of others. When God makes Himself known, it is through divine revelation of who He is, giving us personal insight into His character and conduct.

Many of us know the general revelation of God. We see God's presence manifest through nature. Psalm 19:1-2 tells us, "The heavens proclaim the glory of God. The skies display His craftsmanship. Day after day they continue to speak; night after night they make Him known." All creation points to a Creator. This is a universal display of God, true for everyone who lives and breathes. 

Not all acknowledge the Maker, but every human has the opportunity to see God in this way. It is this general revelation that holds all man accountable, as it leaves everyone without excuse. Scripture speaks of this in Romans 1:19-20 where Paul, through the prompting of the Holy Spirit, explains God's anger towards those who fail to acknowledge the Lord. "They know the truth about God because He has made it obvious to them. For ever since the world was created, people have seen the earth and sky. Through everything God made, they can clearly see the invisible qualities - His eternal power and divine nature, so they have no excuse for not knowing God."

But let's move into something more specific. How does the Lord make Himself known to us personally? Ultimately, it is through His Son, Jesus Christ, but how does He reveal Himself to us individually?

We all long to experience God. We pray for fresh encounters. We don't just desire more information. The introduction to a Bible Study I'm currently facilitating for a group of ladies who meet in my home, started the preface this way: "Do you have any idea how many women's Bible studies are published each year? A lot! Which means that no one really needs another Bible study. What we need is a fresh move of God. What we need is a deeper encounter with Jesus." Ecclesiastes 12:12 puts it this way, "...the writing of many books is endless, and excessive study is wearying to the body."

Yes, we want to read and study God's Word, but we long for God to make Himself known through intimate connection. This side of heaven we will never know all there is to know about God, but by His activity in our lives He unfolds more and more of Himself to us.

One of the primary ways God makes His presence known to us is through His Word. It is never a coincidence when we pick up our Bible and our scheduled, daily reading is exactly what we need to hear at that precise moment. If we are not making God's Word a priority, we miss all He wants to communicate to us. Scripture enables us to see the Lord and get to know His character. It is also where He will feed our soul and direct our path. His Word corrects and encourages. It is God's hand-written letter to us, through the scribes who put pen to parchment through the inspiration of the Holy Spirit so that we may know God.

In this passage in Isaiah, the Lord is going to make Himself known through His activity in response to the cries of the people. He listened to their pleas and brought healing for the purpose of a response of worship. That is the reason God always reveals Himself to us. It is not for our benefit, but for His. He makes Himself known so that our praise and glory to Him increases. Too often we make everything about us. When the Lord makes Himself known, He increases our trust and strengthens our faith, which then overflows in all honour to Him alone.

Let's lift grateful hearts to Him today for all the ways He has made Himself known to us.

Bible Study Quote: "Through the Desert: A Study on God's Faithfulness" - Lina Abujamra; Esther Press, David C. Cook; copyright 2023

Prison Break

"For see, the day of the LORD is coming - the terrible day of His fury and fierce anger...But the LORD will have mercy on the descendants of Jacob...In that wonderful day when the LORD gives His people rest from sorrow and fear, from slavery and chains..." Isaiah 13:9a, 14:1a, 3

God's Word speaks a lot about times and days. Isaiah writes concerning contrasting days. One terrible and fierce and the other free of fear and imprisonment. Whether the day of judgment mentioned was referencing a near fulfillment or the final judgment, "the day of the LORD" brings divine punishment to those who do not follow Christ. But, for those who have surrendered their lives to God and responded to Christ's invitation of salvation, there will be a "wonderful day when the LORD gives His people rest from sorrow and fear, from slavery and chains."

It's not just unbelievers who are held in bondage and need release. Yes, those who do not know the Lord as their personal Saviour live enchained to sin, but many Christians also live captive. Behind locked doors and self-imposed cells, discouragement, pain, rejection, insecurity, fear, accusations, past, present and future, all build up walls. Although rest is available to us as believers, I wonder how many live with rest from sorrow. Rest from fear. Rest from slavery. Rest from chains. Sadly, many live in bondage to oppression and grief, longing for the Lord to bring them relief. Oh, to know the rest of the Lord through every day of our lives and truly live in that freedom.

Funerals always impact my life. I attended one years ago and, in our understanding he died too soon. My friend's father was only in his early 60's. Although I never had the opportunity to meet this man, his funeral deeply made an impression on me. The tributes and memories shared by family and loved ones were beautiful. We viewed a slide presentation set to music, tracing the journey of this gentleman's life. The one thing that really spoke to my heart was that this man had truly lived! 

He was not held back by fear. He was an adventurer. Concerns, sorrow, and anxiety did not hold him captive. He lived out loud. He was not afraid to follow the dreams God had placed in his heart, and yet he did not take foolish risks. He enjoyed each day to the full. As a Christ-follower, at his last breath, he went from living to living.

Many lives, mine included, would be such a shadow in comparison. Weariness and worry more often than not characterize our existence. We are no longer active participants, but spectators. We long to live today in the rest that Christ gives, free of problems, frightening diagnosis, health challenges, conflicts, loneliness, stressful jobs, hurtful memories and disappointments. Disappointments in people, and, dare we say it? Disappointment in God. Somewhere along the line we have felt that God has let us down. We had plans. We had desires. Life was once filled with enthusiasm and drive. Holding to promises we felt were ours to claim, we were cruelly robbed of their fulfillment. We long for rest, not just at death, but now.

We do not have to wait until eternity to know the rest of God. The restlessness that stirs is the instrument to draw us near. The truth is, as children of God, our chains are gone. We've been set free! We do not have to live as hostages. Although chains might be our familiar, the winter in our soul does not need to remain. Today could be our prison break. The rest we can experience now brings inner peace and abiding joy. It is a foretaste of the sweet, eternal rest we will know in heaven. 

God's Tool

"I am sending Assyria against a godless nation, against a people with whom I am angry. Assyria will plunder them, trampling them like dirt beneath its feet. But the king of Assyria will not understand that he is My tool; his mind does not work that way. His plan is simply to destroy, to cut down nation after nation." Isaiah 10:6-7

My husband is a tool guy. In the basement of every home we have lived in, an area has been designated for a workshop. Router, table saw, lathe, drill press, planer, joiner, compound mitre saw. Are you impressed that I even know their names? I can hear Tim Taylor from "Home Improvement" grunting already! Each piece of equipment is designed for a specific purpose. Each is unique and valuable, yet accomplishes nothing unless placed in the hand of a skilled workman.

Assyria is a tool in the hand of God. In verse one, this nation is described as "the rod of My anger". God says, "I will use it as a club to express My anger." God has chosen the Assyrians to be His method of discipline. The Lord is sending Assyria on His mission and giving them permission to forcefully acquire the possessions of Syria, Israel and Judah, gaining victory over the people. God chose a king and a people whose heart was already positioned to destroy and used them to accomplish His purposes.

This confirms a couple of key concepts. God uses wicked and evil people to fulfill His will. In Proverbs 16:4 we read, "The LORD has made everything for His own purposes, even the wicked for a day of disaster." Sometimes God uses the wicked to bring judgement on His own people. Secondly, later in the book of Proverbs we read, "The king's heart is like a stream of water directed by the LORD; He guides it wherever He pleases." (21:1) That verse is such a comfort. Those in positions of leadership and authority can only act to the extent that God allows. Although rulers of nations have tremendous power, they are still subject to God's sovereign control.

"No instrument or tool accomplishes its purposes without a greater power." "When a tool boasts of greater power than the one who uses it, it is in danger of being discarded."

This is true of all of us as God's instruments as well. "We are useful only to the extent that we allow God to use us. If God has given us resources and special talents, we must not regard them as our own creation or special privilege." 

Ultimately, we are to be "Channels Only" for the Lord's plans to be fulfilled. It is not about us, but God in us. 

How I praise Thee, precious Saviour, That Thy love laid hold of me;

Thou hast saved and cleansed and filled me, That I might Thy channel be.

Refrain: 

Channels only, blessed Master, But with all Thy wondrous pow'r

Flowing through us, Thou canst use us, Every day and every hour.

Just a channel full of blessing, To the thirsty hearts around,

To tell out Thy full salvation, All Thy loving message sound.

Emptied that Thou shouldest fill me, A clean vessel in Thy hand;

With no pow'r but as Thou givest, Graciously with each command.

Witnessing Thy pow'r to save me, Setting free from self and sin;

Thou who bought me to possess me, In Thy fullness, Lord, come in.

Jesus, fill now with Thy Spirit, Hearts that full surrender know,

That the streams of living water, From our inner man may flow.

Quotes: Life Application Bible, NLT.

"Channels Only" - Mary E. Maxwell, 1900

Worthy of Honour

"For your royal husband delights in your beauty; honour him, for he is your lord...I will bring honour to your name in every generation. Therefore, the nations will praise you forever and ever." Psalm 45:11, 17

Psalm 45 is a very unique Psalm. Many commentators believe it was written about king Solomon. It is captivating in its poetic imagery. The full interpretation has intrigued readers as it also clearly prophesy's the coming King and Messiah. As we read of the king and his bride, we also understand the relationship between Christ and His Church.

It is almost impossible for our minds to fathom how God delights in us. Twice in this Psalm it is written that our response should be to honour Him, for who He is, as well as bringing honour to His name in every generation.

What does it mean to honour the Lord? Honour means to esteem, give glory to or respect. Some texts use the word worship in their scripture translation, others say praise. Certainly all these descriptions include the "how to" of honour. Alistair Begg has said, "Everything we do is an opportunity to honour God, to become more like His Son, and to point others to Him."

We could certainly make a list of things that give glory to God. 

• Making time to pursue a close relationship with Him. 
• Lifting our voices in praise. 
• Offering thanksgiving. 
• Trusting Him in every situation. 
• Loving and caring well for others. 
• Proverbs instructs us to honour the Lord with our possessions, giving generously. 
• Using the gifts and abilities He has given us, honous Him with our talents. 
• Paul encourages us in 1 Corinthians 6 to honour the Lord by the way we look after our physical bodies.
• God-honouring entertainment choices. 
• Living a life of worship to God, valuing what He values and aligning ourselves in obedience to His Word.

God desires that our honour come from our hearts. It is one thing to honour Him with our lips, but another to live in a way that reflects the place He has in our hearts. A person is honoured to the degree we consider their character, contributions, conduct and career significant. Honouring God is a way to demonstrate that He is worthy. Honour is a beautiful expression of God's worthiness.

"Is He worthy? Is He worthy?

Of all blessing and honour and glory

Is He worthy of this?

He is."

"Is He Worthy?" songwriters: Andrew Peterson & Ben Shive; Capitol Cmg Genesis, Vamos Publishing

Firm Faith

"Then the LORD said to Isaiah...'Tell him to stop worrying. Tell him he doesn't need to fear...Yes, the kings of Syria and Israel are plotting against him...But this is what the Sovereign LORD says: This invasion will never happen...Unless your faith is firm, I cannot make you stand firm.'" Isaiah 7:3-5, 7, 9

Isaiah the prophet is sent by God to encourage Ahaz, the king of Judah. From a human perspective, it is hard to fault the fearful king. King Rezin of Syria and Pekah, king of Israel, have set out to attack Jerusalem. Their mission is to replace Ahaz with another king who will join with them against Assyria. Ahaz feels surrounded and defeated. Isaiah's words fall to him as from one with little understanding of what the political realities are at this moment. This conspiracy cannot be denied. Rezin and Pekah are plotting a hostile take-over, but the prophet comes to Ahaz and tells him to stop worrying. The overthrow of his throne will not happen. 

Research has revealed that over 90% of the things that keep us up at night and steal rest from our heart, never come to pass. Worry not only robs us of peace and joy, but it renders us ineffective. Hours pass by without anything profitable accomplished when our minds are consumed by all the cares that cause our thoughts to run wild.

Later in the same chapter, Isaiah instructs the king to ask God for a sign of confirmation but Ahaz refuses. Although his reply may seem honourable, not wanting to test the Lord, in actual fact he is responding in disobedience to God's command. The Lord has invited Ahaz to ask for some evidence to validate all the prophet has said, but the king declines the opportunity. I believe he objected, because he did not really want to hear what God was going to say. Upon knowing, he would then be put in a position of making a decision to obey. Sometimes it is easier not to know what God desires, than to be held accountable and responsible for our actions.

In response, Isaiah addresses Ahaz's defiance asking, "Listen well, you royal family of David! Isn't it enough to exhaust human patience? Must you exhaust the patience of my God as well?" 

Wondering if my name is Ahaz. Looking around at the valid, undeniable circumstances that can be surrounding us, is our trust evidenced by our responses? Are there times we really do not want to listen to what God has to say because He might challenge our schedule, convict our heart, call us to a deeper following that draws us outside our comfort zone? Do we sometimes actually refuse to ask for direction or seek His will because our hearts have not yet arrived at that place of surrender, to obey whatever He might ask of us? Like a little child, we place our fingers in our ears and start singing loudly, "I can't hear You."

God is coming to us today and saying in whatever situation causing concern and unease to rise, stop worrying. You do not need to fear. He sees the truth of the circumstances, but He is calling us to trust. Trust involves surrendering our concerns and resting in God's provision and promises. It requires relinquishing control. Letting go and leaning on the Lord. Ahaz chose to push divine counsel away and he missed the opportunity for deliverance. It's so easy to say we trust God, but where is that firm faith evidenced in our lives? 

Father, sometimes You must look down on us as You did Ahaz. You instruct us to stop worrying. You tell us not to fear. We must exhaust Your patience often. You call us to wait in faith for Your rescue saying, "Unless your faith is firm, I cannot make you stand firm." Lord, help us strengthen our resolve. Without belief, we will find no relief, and worry, anxiety and fear will continue to dominate our response. Faith faces every uncertainty and difficulty with a determination not to try God's patience with unbelief, but chooses to see the situation from God's perspective. God's outcome will prevail, but how we live while waiting to see God's plans fulfilled can be dearly wasted, greatly impacting our thoughts and ability to accomplish anything. Help us trust You. Give us a firm faith.

Trauma Transformed

"It was in the year King Uzziah died that I saw the Lord. He was sitting on a lofty throne, and the train of His robe filled the Temple." Isaiah 6:1

I still recall, as a young person, hearing a message from Isaiah 6:1. The speaker concluded with the question, "What has to die in your life in order for you to see the Lord?" That thought returns to me every time I read this passage in Isaiah.

King Uzziah's royal reign latest 52 years. He would have been included in the list of "good kings" as he was a man who sought the Lord. Because of his military accomplishments, 2 Chronicles 26:8 tells us "his fame spread even to Egypt, for he had become very powerful." Sadly, with power came pride and this led to his downfall. Although a great and wise king, his life ended tragically. It wasn't until his death that Isaiah saw the Lord.

None of us want calamity to touch our lives, but it is often through the worst of times that God makes His presence even more clear. With the passing of this earthly king, Isaiah saw the sovereign Ruler of the universe. 

Yesterday morning I was listening to the "Trauma Transformed" podcast. As the weekly guest shared a recent experience that could have ended with loss of life, she gave praise to the Lord for the many ways He took a horrendous situation and opened her eyes to see the goodness of God all around her. It is often in these undesirable circumstances that our understanding of the Lord grows deeper and we see Him as He makes His presence more obvious to us. It is not that He draws nearer; He has always been there, but with the hardship He draws our attention to focus beyond the situation to His provision.

Through all the uncertainties of life, God is sitting on His throne, but often there are things that need to "die", be removed, or to occur so that we can see past what is to Who is. With the passing of king Uzziah, one of the Bible's most well-known prophets had a fresh encounter with the Lord. Already it has been mentioned that Judah's ruler was a good king, but often times that is why it is hard to see how we are missing out on knowing God. It is not that we are pursuing wicked and evil activities, but our view is blocked by some great earthly, even God-honouring person or pursuit. If only whatever stood in our way of seeing the Lord was blatantly and obviously wrong, we might not allow it to hold such attention and attraction.

I'm sure Isaiah did not consider the death of Uzziah as a good thing. Because of his long reign, there would have been many Israelites who only knew the leadership of this one king. It is doubtful his death was perceived as a blessing, and yet it was this death that removed the scales of spiritual blindness so that Isaiah could discern the beauty and glory of God.

As we make this personal, I wonder if we could echo the prophet's proclamation. In the moment of receiving the diagnosis. In the months following the job loss. In the year dad died. In the weeks after the miscarriage. When there was no idea how the bill was going to be paid. In the middle of failure, insecurity, grief, brokenness, chaos and crisis, we can say with Isaiah, I saw the Lord.

God desires to meet with us, and sometimes it takes heroes falling, health failing, confidence faltering, foundations fracturing and resources fleeing for our faith to see God amidst our circumstances. When Isaiah saw the Lord, his life was transformed. May change occur for all who see.

Carrying My Blue Bag

"Why am I discouraged? Why is my heart so sad? I will put my hope in God! I will praise Him again - my Saviour and my God!" Psalm 42:5, 11

I have often heard it said that loving is a decision, but so are hoping and praising. With all the many responses we can choose, when faced with situations outside our control, will we set our hearts on hope? We must determine what will occupy our thoughts when discouragement threatens to defeat us.

The Psalmist recognizes that his emotions are making his heart despair. He can't even seem to identify the cause of his feelings or the reason for his sorrow. Sometimes a cloud sweeps over us and we cannot pinpoint the source, but a malaise settles on our soul. If we let it take up residence, we will spiral down a dark and gloomy path. Like the writer, we must wrestle to keep our hope alive.

I read that "hope is like a reservoir of emotional strength." It builds us up and cheers us on in the middle of uncertainties. When an unbeliever says they are hoping for something, there is an element of doubt expressed. Maybe/maybe not. However, Hebrews 11 reminds us that Biblical hope is certain and sure. Where you see living hope you also see deep faith. John Piper has said that "Hope is faith in the future tense." I love that!

Hope is praying for rain and carrying your umbrella. Hope is baking the loaf and anticipating opportunities for hospitality. Hope takes steps of action that show belief. During the Covid pandemic I purchased a beautiful travel bag. It actually was a step of trust that in the not-too-distant future I would be able to use it.

My mom personified hope. I remember during one of my dad's long hospital stays, when I would pick her up to drive her to the hospital, she always had a blue canvas bag with her. She carried it back and forth daily, yet I never saw her use the contents. One day I inquired what it contained. She explained to me that it was her "hope bag". Believing each day that her husband might be better upon our arrival and need his clothes in order to come home, she was prepared with everything he needed. She never gave up trusting God for his healing, and one day we did require that blue bag.

Sometimes we must challenge our own soul and not surrender to the disquiet and depression that tempts our heart. Even though there can be justifiable explanations for our negative feelings, the reasons to hope are greater. Preaching to himself, the Psalmist is encouraged by the truth he knows. There is always hope in the Lord, and in focusing on hope, praise will return again.

My friend Bev Foster created a beautiful recording of original songs entitled, "Hope Seeds". One of the songs is titled, "Set Our Hearts On Hope". While sharing in a Webinar she said, "We talk about looking for hope, recovering hope, preserving hope, cultivating hope, finding hope, resilient hope, retaining hope. Hope is one of those four-letter words that has a broad meaning." She went on to describe hope as the link in-between our current circumstances and what is yet to come. Hope sees what has not happened yet, but believes it will come to pass.

It is in these middle places that choices need to be made so that positive transformation can happen. Hope in God does not deny the reality of what is, but injects the assurance of His care so that our confidence can stand firm. Knowing the Lord's presence with us, births our praise. As we consider His goodness and nearness, our hearts rejoice.

Hope is energizing and it grows in community. Maybe your heart is filled to overflowing with the goodness of God and you are praising Him. Look around you. There are those who need your infusion of hope. Don't blast them with it, but bless them with a word of understanding and encouragement. We will praise Him again!

"Hope Seeds" - Bev Foster; Producer Philip Janz; June 2023

Rope-Holders

"Finally, dear brothers and sisters, we ask you to pray for us. Pray that the Lord's message will spread rapidly and be honoured wherever it goes, just as when it came to you." 2 Thessalonians 3:1

This morning I will head to the church. For the past ten years I have been involved with the Women's Mission Circle Outreach group that meets twice a month. My initial visit was because a dear sister-in-Christ, and long-time spiritual mentor, was going to share her personal testimony. I attended to support and encourage her. All it took was one visit for me to be drawn into this precious gathering. These dear ladies all had such a heart for the global spread of the gospel. For the most part, at that time, they were all much older than myself, and I think they enjoyed this younger gal showing interest in an area of ministry that was so tender to their hearts.

At each meeting we read the missionary letters that had arrived over the course of the previous two weeks, and then spend time in prayer, praising God for answers and lifting requests before His throne of grace. I always love when we receive some quick correspondence from our missionary friends, rejoicing in a provision of the Lord that came as a direct answer to prayer. We join the celebration and lift hearts of thankfulness to our Heavenly Father.

Why is prayer so often the final thing we do? Why does it become our last resort? When we can do nothing else, we resign ourselves to pray when in reality it should be our first response. Praying for the advancement of the Good News of Jesus Christ and for the salvation of others, needs to be a continual longing from our lips to God's ears.

Jesus clearly presented the call to evangelism when He encouraged all believers to go and make disciples in Matthew 28. That command is for every generation until the return of the Lord, yet mission-minded groups are few and their meetings small in attendance. What will it take to inspire a fresh desire to see "the Lord's message spread rapidly and be honoured wherever it goes"? Prayer.

In the late 1700's William Carey was one of the first and most famous evangelical missionaries. His name became synonymous with mission work, and he became the eponym of several Christian schools. But how many people know his friend Andrew Fuller? Not being called by God to physically go and spread the Gospel cross-culturally, Andrew still had a vital role in evangelism. Before leaving for his mission in India, Carey said to Fuller, "I will go down in the pits, if you will hold the ropes." Fuller stayed home and "held the ropes" as Carey shared the message of salvation to unreached people groups. 

A key role of a rope-holder is to pray fervently and consistently for those commissioned to foreign fields, petitioning for specific needs and rejoicing in God's answers. Rope-holders play a vital part in both the support and spread of the gospel. 

Mission work is enabled by rope-holders. They are the ones who till the ground through prayer until there is a harvest of spiritual fruit. There is a beautiful, divine partnership between those who labour faithfully in locations around the globe and those on bended knee in quiet rooms. Make it your mission to never let go of the rope.

Blessings In Details

"O LORD my God You have performed many wonders for us. Your plans for us are too numerous to list. You have no equal. If I tried to recite all Your wonderful deeds, I would never come to the end of them." Psalm 40:5

How well and how often do we see the hand of God on our lives? Do we notice evidence of His daily provision and rejoice in His goodness to us? Our days are so filled with activity that we miss recognizing how the Lord has orchestrated each moment according to His plan. 

The Psalmist David reflects on the many and numerous wonderful things the Lord does for us. We may read those words and question, "many"? "Numerous"? Really? Our lives may feel deficient of that extreme quantity. It is not that we are lacking; it is that we aren't looking.

Reflect back over the last 24 hours. At any point did you pause and consider what God was doing at that very moment on your behalf? Do you miss crediting the Lord, regarding circumstances as coincidental? I personally hate the word "coincidence". That word is defined as "a remarkable concurrence of events without apparent causal connection." Its synonyms are words like fate, destiny, accident and chance. It dismisses the sovereignty of God overseeing everything that touches our lives. If something remarkable happens, it is always God's doing!

Sometimes we fail to see simply because we aren't looking. About six years ago I purchased a small "Line-a-Day" book. It has enough space to record several God-instances at the end of each day. I keep it beside my bed, and it is the last thing I do every night. I stop and consider where I have seen the hand of God throughout my day. It forces me to give careful thought to how the Lord has provided for me. Regardless of how difficult the day may have been, there are always reasons to be thankful. It almost seems that on the worst possible days, the more evidences of His hand I see. Yes, diagnosis, tragedy, loss and heartache can unexpectedly interrupt our lives, but in the midst of grief and uncertainly, God meets with us so deeply, His blessings come to us as tender intimacy.

Yesterday my husband and I had to travel into Toronto to St. Michael's hospital. This was not a scheduled appointment, but recent tests revealed that his heart is weakening further. The cardiologist wanted to exam him and change his medication. This could have been a day of anxiety and fear, yet instead I began looking for God as we set out on the Go-Train.

As we travelled, texts and messages began filling my phone. Family and friends praying for us. My heart was encouraged and filled with hope. Although we had a twenty-minute walk to get to the hospital after departing the train, it is all underground, so the forecast of rain and storms didn't impact us at all. And, when I say "underground", I'm not talking a tunnel. I was laughing as we journeyed through this "hidden city". It was incredible! The flooring sparkled. The shops are all "high-end". The markets and restaurants were numerous. My heart filled with delight at a time when I could have been discouraged.

Although my husband's heart is struggling, the specialists we spoke to didn't seem overly alarmed. In fact, they sanctioned reinstating his driver's license and told him he could enjoy a day of golf! It's been thirteen months since he has done either! 

His appointment ended and we walked the path back through the underground shopping maze. We arrived to the Go-train one-minute before the doors closed! We had no control over the length of our appointment at the hospital, but God did. He made sure the timing was so perfect that we made it to Union Station at the exact time we needed to be there to head home, and not a moment too soon or too late! 

God daily showers us with blessings. As Seph Schlueter sings in the song "Counting My Blessings", "The more that I look in the details, The more of Your goodness I find." Like the Psalmist, our list of His wonderful deeds will never come to an end. Lord, open our eyes to see.

"Counting My Blessings"; Songwriters Jonathan Gamble/Jordan Douglas Sapp/Seph Schlueter; Capitol CMG Publishing, Universal Music Publishing Group; copyright 2024

Rescue Me From Me

"I said to myself, 'I will watch what I do and not sin in what I say. I will hold my tongue when the ungodly are around me.' But as I stood there in silence - not even speaking of good things - the turmoil within me grew worse. The more I thought about it, the hotter I got, igniting a fire of words..." Psalm 39:1-3

Does this sound sadly altogether far too familiar? Have you been there? Not only with the "ungodly", but with other Christ-followers? Just the other morning while out on a walk, my husband shared something with me that I was unprepared to hear. Plans he had made and confirmed that did not sit well with me. It wasn't that I didn't support the activity, but I worried about the impact it would have on his health. His current struggle with physical heart issues leaves my heart legitimately concerned. As I listened to the decisions he had made, like the Psalmist, I told myself to "hold my tongue". I knew anything I spoke would be birthed in frustration, mixed with genuine worry. Yet, the more I remained silent, "the turmoil within me grew worse."

I did manage, through the power of the Holy Spirit, to keep from saying anything I would regret later, but unfortunately there can be times in our lives when a volcano of fiery words erupts, spewing anger, confusion and disappointment. Sometimes these outbursts only last moments, but other times they can linger longer. Emotions can move us to the verge of exploding as pressure builds to an uncontrollable measure.

We live in an age of rage. It is not unfamiliar to hear a news report of one driver losing his temper with another that ends in damage or tragic loss. Anger is such a dangerous emotion when not reigned in. Most often anger rises when we have seated ourselves as judge over something, and we believe our way is right. When we are dismissed, we become dismayed and we direct our displeasure at the one who is disagreeing with us. If only we would get as upset over the things that move God to anger.

How did David in the Psalm handle this dilemma? He asks the Lord for a new perspective.

"'LORD, remind me how brief my time on earth will be. Remind me that my days are numbered - how fleeting my life is. You have made my life no longer than the width of my hand. My entire lifetime is just a moment to You; at best, each of us is but a breath.' We are merely moving shadows, and all our busy rushing ends in nothing...Rescue me from my rebellion." Psalm 39:4-6, 8

In the overall, big picture and scheme of things, we should ask ourselves, how important is the situation that has our feelings escalating? Even if we are justified in our reaction, is our response really worth it? We need to say with David, Lord, rescue me from me.

With the reality and understanding of the brevity of life, we can develop a different attitude. Our days here on earth really are too short to be wasting time increasing our blood pressure and hurting others. Yes, God created us as emotional beings, but our emotions were never meant to control us. God intends to use them to transform us. As complex creatures, emotions serve as indicators, not dictators. When irritation increases, we need to look inward and find the root. Anger unrestrained will lead to sin.

Often, we ourselves are the problem. We must ask the Lord to grow the fruit of self-control in our lives. We cannot justify all annoyances as righteous indignation. Yes, God gets angry at evil, but most of the things that get our blood boiling are petty inconveniences that the enemy uses to tempt us to sin. Paul warns us in Ephesians that anger gives the Devil a foothold in our lives, giving him a favourable position for further advantages.  

Let's shut the door on anger. Remember, "You cannot see your reflection in boiling water. Similarly, you cannot see truth in a state of anger." 

Without Words

"For I am waiting for You, O LORD. You must answer for me, O Lord my God." Psalm 38:15

Lord, I came to Your Word with expectation. I quietly and eagerly prepared my heart to hear what You were waiting to speak to me, but nothing jumped off the page. I read the verses again wondering what I had missed. Was my mind distracted? Was I not focusing on Your truth? Was there any unconfessed sin standing in the way? Where was the passage that was going to carry me through the day? Your Word is always alive and active, so where is it breathing fresh life to my soul today?

I'm confident we all have had days where we are desiring God to speak, yet our time in His Word has left us empty. I read once that God is sometimes silent with those whom He knows will continue to wait on Him. Silence is actually one of the greatest forms of trust, yet none of us enjoy it's reply. It can make us feel annoyed, aggravated, frustrated and forgotten.

When God appears to be taking a sabbatical of silence the void can be deafening. Around us there are stories of "burning bushes", the Lord calling and directing others, yet though our ears are attentive for His voice, nothing. Friends share how God is working in their lives, fulfilling dreams, designing opportunities, and we rejoice with them while longing for similar God encounters. His silence in our lives does not go unnoticed, while our hearts cry for just one whisper. Anything. Instead, we feel we are living in a soundproof room.

In the silence, we discover that faith can grow. As we wait for God to speak, trust grows deeper roots. In the darkness God is still there. We don't need His voice to validate His presence. Our walk with God can be like a series of bars of rest in a musical score. The melody of His spoken lyrics will return. In the meantime, we keep coming, expecting, listening and anticipating. His love for us is not defined by how many times He speaks to us, but demonstrated on a wooden cross where His love reached and touched beyond the power of words.

Seasons of silence do not indicate God's abandonment or His inactivity. How we handle silences can actually be "a pretty accurate barometer of whether we really have faith in God". (A. Gregory)

Father, when all we hear is the empty echo of our own voice, help us trust You with Your silence. Empower us to wait when our kneeling is met with heaven's solitude. Enable us to appreciate time with You, understanding the special wordless exchange. In the sweetness of a speechless encounter our senses can be awakened as we taste and see that You are good. You open our eyes to Your love, grace and mercy. You let us feel Your nearness. The fragrance of Your presence permeates this place of sanctuary, being held in a moment of quiet holiness. We close our eyes and see You. Reaching out our hands, there is a fresh awareness of Your righteous right hand holding us.

May our time with You each morning not be so much about us. May it not be the Word You give us that we value most, but increase our longing to just be with You. Teach us to sit fully satisfied in Your silence. You articulate Yourself to us through speechless wonder.

Without uttering a sound, You fill our hearts with wordless conversation.

"Silent Savior: Daring to Believe He's Still There"' A. J. Gregory; Revell; copyright 2009

Givers

"...the godly are generous givers." Psalm 37:21b

My Mom and Dad were both "givers". They recognized that everything came from the Lord and they held it all loosely in open hands. They were financial supporters of many ministries and missionaries. They gave of their time, talents and resources in every area of their lives. I will always remember the couple of times they received notification from the government that they were going to be audited. Apparently, according to the officials who review yearly Income Tax, it was impossible for my parents to be giving as much as they claimed while on the limited income they were receiving.

Out to their home came the nicest young man, in the role of government auditor. Mom kept meticulous records and had all receipts and documents prepared for his arrival. He began going through all the paperwork and refiling their tax return. It is unforgettable what happened upon his completion. He turned to my parents and simply said, "I don't have any idea how you're doing what you're doing, but just keep doing it!" He could find no discrepancy in documents, yet he had no idea how they could give so generously based on their income. What always made me smile, was that truly this represented just a portion of all my parents gave. Those receipts were only evidence of monetary giving to charitable organizations, but what about all the kindness extended through tangible gifts? Mom always had little remembrances for family, friends, children, and many others she encountered. Although she joked in later years that the nursing home would eventually need to put her out on the street as her bank account would be empty, she saw the truth of Psalm 37:25, "I was young and now I am old, yet I have never seen the righteous forsaken or their children begging bread." (NIV)

Giving was modeled in my home and I'm so thankful for understanding early in life that absolutely nothing is mine. My twin sister and I were taught to tithe and give to God from the first coin we received. We weren't given an allowance, but we "earned" money through accomplishments achieved, either in music or education. Fifty cents for a "B", a dollar for an "A". How my sister and I looked forward to report card day! Prior to establishing this financial initiative we were both good students, and money was an even greater study incentive. Rejoicing in our success, and recognizing it wouldn't have happened without God's enabling, we would often give 100% of our finances back to the Lord, or we would tithe, and then re-tithe the remainder the following week. We never gave grudgingly, but with hearts of great delight, rejoicing in having something to offer our Heavenly Father from hearts overflowing with love. I recall Mom and Dad trying to explain to us, without discouraging our desires in our longing to give, that we had already tithed that amount and did not have to give more, but that is just it...it was not a "have to", it was always a joy and delight. We saw our parents giving daily to the Lord in so many ways, and for us it was responding in love and returning to Him what was truly already His.

I am so thankful for parents who walked in obedience to God in this regard. Finances is the only area that scripture invites us to "test God". Malachi 3:10 (NIV) says, "'Bring the whole tithe into the storehouse, so that there may be food in My house, and test Me now in this,' says the LORD of hosts, 'if I will not open for you the windows of heaven and pour out for you a blessing until it overflows.'" Mom and Dad did not store up for themselves treasures on earth (Matthew 6:19), but they invested in lives and ministries with eternal value. I know rich has been their reward.

"One man gives freely, yet gains even more; another withholds unduly, but comes to poverty. A generous man will prosper; he who refreshes others will himself be refreshed." Proverbs 11:24-24 (NIV)

Unfailing Love

"How precious is Your unfailing love, O God!" Psalm 36:7a

I'm sure we are all familiar with the saying, "To know me is to love me", but quite honestly, do most of us actually believe that to be true? I think more often than not, we feel if we were truly known, no-one would love us. Many feel there is nothing in them that is worthy of another's love. If you only saw what I did. If you only heard the thoughts in my head? If you only knew the bent of my heart.

It is possible we have been hurt in the past by others who have been fair-weather friends. Loved today and forgotten tomorrow. Maybe we have been reminded repeatedly of our failures. Others have longed for love, tasted it for a season and then discovered in time that love has waned and they are searching for that elusive emotion again. Insecurity may make us doubt lasting love. We sometimes believe that if we only do the right thing, act a certain way, the result will be acceptance and love. Some are even skeptic of sincere love. I actually had a friend years ago whose mother used to tell her the only reason my sister and I befriended her was because we wanted something from her, as no one who knew her could really love her. Disbelief and doubt can put us on the defensive. With trust lacking, incredulity dictates responses to any overtures of kindness.

Sadly, there are those in this world that continue to feel unwanted and like they don't belong. They sense more the whispers of others as they live on the island of misfits than the embrace and welcome they long to receive. Misfit. Not fitting in. Being tolerated at best. The hope of approval and love seems so foreign.

We can struggle so deeply to believe that others can love us exactly as we are. We can feel vulnerable and exposed as we long for the security of something certain...someone certain. The confidence that others emulate has evaded us. We just don't think we are loveable, although we long to be.

Our hearts need the reminder of God's unfailing love. His love will never disappoint or disappear. It is a tenacious love, clinging and holding persistently. It is a love from God. It is God.

Years ago, Christian recording artist Evie Tornquist-Karlsson sang a song entitled, "Unfailing Love". It is about the endless, eternal love that God has for His children. When we finally and fully embrace the truth of these lyrics, we will stop searching for love in all the wrong places. Our hearts will be more than sufficiently suffonsified. 

"Unfailing love flows from His heart and heals my soul,

In spite of who I am, He loves and makes me whole.

I almost can't believe it's true,

Unfailing love and yet I know

He gave His life to give to me, unfailing love."

In an act of supreme love, God sent His only Son, Jesus Christ, to die for us while we were still sinners (Romans 5:8). I heard it said once that whenever we tell the Lord that we love Him, it will always be in response to His declaration of love over us first. He is always the initiator. Always. In reality we should be saying, "I love You too". It is His love every time that prompts ours in return, and God's love will never fail. 

How will you respond to God's unfailing love today?

"Unfailing Love", written by Pelle Karlsson; Word Music; 1981

Searching For Meaning

"'Everything is meaningless,' says the Teacher, 'completely meaningless!' What do people get for all their hard work under the sun?" Ecclesiastes 1:2-3

With a freshly brewed cup of coffee by my side, I opened my Bible to the scheduled reading passage, Ecclesiastes chapters 1-4. I was feeling great! A new day! Excited to spend time in God's Word, but even the most enthusiastic heart can take a hit when repeatedly we read Solomon's description of life. He doesn't just tell us everything is meaningless once or twice, but I discovered there are 38 uses of the word "meaningless" within the twelve chapters. Even if one starts out in a great mood before reading the King's assessment, it doesn't take long before feeling overwhelmed by the repetition of such hopeless existence. Even a "Pollyanna" eventually succumbs to feelings of despair when such a phrase is uttered continually. Seriously, a real killjoy!

One of my favourite movies is "The Ultimate Gift". It traces the life of a young man named Jason Stevens. His grandfather dies, and much to the rest of the family's annoyance, Jason is pretty much the sole beneficiary of the estate. But his inheritance comes with a twist. His grandfather wisely didn't want to hand his grandson "life on a silver platter". The elderly man knew the importance of learning that wealth and privilege need to go hand and hand with hard work and perseverance. Multiple tests are presented where Jason learns the value of work, money, family, friendship and gratitude, among other things. A life once consumed with self and wealth begins to see and appreciate that all he previously possessed was so pointless. On our own we achieve nothing for all our hard work under the sun.

In truth, Solomon is spot on. With all his exhaustive research, drawing from experience and evidence in his own life, the King realizes that everything does amount to nothing, if everything we chase after on earth is all there is. We vainly try to find meaning and purpose in so many things. We invest time, money, effort and emotion into things that have no lasting significance. They are here today and gone tomorrow. In 2 Corinthians, Paul reminds us of the brevity of the things we see now. They are so fleeting. Our days themselves are vanishing and fading.

The wisest man in the world laments throughout the entire book he penned through the inspiration of the Holy Spirit, however we must also take note of one other key phrase. Solomon's despair only extends to the uselessness and hopelessness of everything "under the sun". Every earthly perspective is pointless if viewed without an eternal understanding. A godless outlook is indeed meaningless.

I had it explained to me that "meaningless" doesn't equal having zero value, but without God in the equation, nothing satisfies. Solomon had pursued many various paths, each one leading to disappointment. Having sought wisdom, pleasure, immortality, control, success, accomplishments, he concluded that nothing lasts apart from God. It is the Lord alone who can transform any initiative and give it lasting impact.

It has statistically been noted that even when the population increases its standard of living, an individual's happiness does not increase. Instead of finding fulfillment, a desire for more arises. Still feeling discontent, the more we get, the more we want. It is a never-ending circle of desire and despair. The allure and achievement of bigger, better and more, in the end will not be the source of our identity and worth.

Solomon recognizes that it is only God who gives wisdom, knowledge and joy and that all pleasures are from His hand (2:24, 26). Maybe everything "under the sun" is meant to be meaningless on purpose so that we will recognize our need to look up and place our thoughts above the sun. 

Father enliven our hearts to see that today and eternity is all we need.

Still Standing

"So we have been greatly encouraged in the midst of our troubles and suffering, dear brothers and sisters, because you have remained strong in your faith. It gives us new life to know that you are standing firm in the Lord." 1 Thessalonians 3:7-8

Yesterday afternoon I had the sweet and unexpected privilege of spending some time with a lovely young woman. As we walked together our conversation turned to participation in small, discipleship, growth groups. I loved hearing of her commitment to facilitating a weekly gathering of gals who are all a little younger than herself. We desperately need these opportunities of intentionally learning from God's Word and sharing faith together. Struggles are inevitable and the testimonies of those who are still standing firm after a time of trouble and suffering breathe fresh hope to those amidst current difficulties. There is so much power in a right-now story of how the Lord is providing. It really does give "new life", energizing the listener to keep trusting and standing firm.

Yesterday, my friend Lina Abujamra's new book, "Still Standing: Following Jesus Even When It Hurts", was released. I love those two words, "still standing". The word "still" implies an element of time. Something that was, still is. Nothing has changed. Although circumstances or opposition may have attempted to turn one from a current course, there has been victory, not loss. The dear one remains despite the difficulty they have walked. Such a witness is noteworthy. And, they are not just upright. They are not teetering with the possibility of toppling over; they are strong and firm. Although the troubles threatened, these pilgrims on the journey seemed to grow more vigorous in their resolve and belief.

We can't predict pain. We have no idea when an unexpected, sudden struggle could fight to strip us of our confidence in the Lord. To still be standing firm on the other side of hardship, there are decisions that need to be made now that will determine the outcome of our hearts. We may not be able to know the conclusion of the event, diagnosis, situation or relationship, but we can have the assurance of unfaltering faith when we strengthen ourselves in the Lord. In fact, according to Ps 66:12, we can endure "fire and flood" with God bringing us "to a place of great abundance."

It's interesting that tonight I begin facilitating the Bible study, "Through the Desert: A study on God's Faithfulness". This echoes the same message. In the middle of our wilderness experiences, God is faithful, not only to provide us with Himself, but with examples of others who have walked roads of great suffering and held tight to Him, not just surviving but thriving. Nothing encourages and causes my heart to rejoice more than hearing the goodness of God in the land of the living (Psalm 27:13).

Despite detours and hard seasons, how will others view God through our lives? Paul testified to the witness of the believers in the church of Thessalonica. 1 Thessalonians 2:8 echoes the encouragement found as faith is shared not only by the telling of the Good News but by our lives as well. Our attitude, decisions, reactions, responses through trials are being observed. As we pass on the truths we have learned, we come to the understanding of a vital detail. It is never our determination that keeps us standing in the end, it is the divine hand of God that has held us and kept us in His grip of grace.

It's one thing to be standing firm at the end of the day, or at the end of a difficult journey, or at the end of a loss, but even greater is the joy of being able to say with Timothy, "I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race, and I have remained faithful (2 Timothy 4:7).

Lord, I pray that through all You allow to touch our lives, You will find us still standing firm in faith, declaring Your goodness so that others are encouraged to keep on keeping on.

"Still Standing: Following Jesus Even When It Hurts"; Lina Abujamra; Moody Publishers; copyright 2024

"Through The Desert: A Study on God's Faithfulness; Lina Abujamra; Esther Press; copyright 2023

At The End Of Our Words

"Then Job replied to the LORD...'I have nothing more to say.... I was talking about things I knew nothing about, things far too wonderful for me.'" Job 40:5b, 42:3b

"I'll be over tomorrow. Too weary for words. Love u."

That was the complete content of an email waiting for me one morning. No more words. It echoes Job's reply to God. Job's words were ended and he had nothing more to say.

Coming to the end of our words. I wonder how often God is waiting for us to do just that. Our words are many when they should be few. God is patiently waiting for our narrative to read, "I have nothing more to say."

While preparing for a Bible study lesson I came across this quote, "The primary reason we are sometimes at a loss for words is that we should be at a loss for words. We're in over our heads and silence is our best option." Terrified of silences, we often fill them foolishly. To avoid discomfort, we jump in quickly, filling the gap between talk and thought, and like Job we can be giving responses about things we don't understand. We need to become content in both noiselessness and not knowing. Instead of abhorring solitude, we need to appreciate it.

We are far too ready to respond. Do we think a delay in our reply indicates lack of intelligence? Trust me, an untimely word reveals ignorance far too often. Proverbs 17:28 tells us, "Even fools are thought wise when they keep silent; with their mouths shut, they seem intelligent." Silence can be a sign of great wisdom!

Ecclesiastes 5:2 encourages, "God is in heaven and you are on earth; so let your words be few." How often do we live by that advice? We also read in James 1:19 to be slow to speak and quick to listen. Christ, as our example in Matthew 15:23, "did not answer a word." Silences often speak louder than words. Why do we fear the absence of sound? Quiet can be both threatening and deafening.

When I first met the man who would one day become my husband, I had to learn to wait in stillness for him to speak. He takes his time responding in any conversation. He needs time to process his thoughts and share his answer. His "slow to speak" is also teaching me to be "slow to become angry"! 

In order to listen, we have to end our words. Lori Salierno, author, speaker and Biblical Life Coach tells a story about the first time she met Mother Teresa. If you've ever met Lori, you know she loves to talk. In her excitement of meeting this dear woman, Lori was speaking quickly and saying much. Sweet little Mother Teresa stopped her abruptly with this rebuke, "Lori, Lori, too many words come out of your mouth."

It is hard to hold our tongues at times. Without God's help it is untamable (James 3:8). Solomon advises again in Ecclesiastes 3:7 that there is "a time to be silent and a time to speak." What season are you in right now? Are you speaking when you should be silent or vice versa?

God is so patient with us. He will not interrupt us. Chapter after chapter Job and his friends spoke on and on about things they knew nothing about, things far too wonderful for them to explain. When all our "me", "my", "I", and "myself" cease, we will hear God's heart on the matter. "Be still and know that He is God." (Psalm 46:10) 

Rhetorical Questions

"Then the LORD answered Job from the whirlwind: 'Who is this that questions My wisdom with such ignorant words? Brace yourself like a man, because I have some questions for you, and you must answer them.'" Job 38:1-3

I never liked multiple choice questions on an exam. I usually over-thought the answer or assumed there was hidden meaning or a trick word or phrase that needed to be considered for the correct response. Reading some of the final chapters in Job, we are met with approximately 60 questions, which if multiple choice, would direct us to the same answer - God!

The Lord silences Job with His list of rhetorical questions. Questions intended to provoke thought as opposed to being verbally answered. Each inquiry confronts Job with the truth that God is God and he is not. Job is reminded that what he knows is nothing in contrast to what he knows not. Each query highlights that anything Job can do is so small compared to what God can do. Each question is fashioned to emphasize the magnificence of God and the minuteness of man.

God, having not spoken since Job 2, has shown remarkable restraint as He has listened to the responses and rebuttals of Job and his friends. Although they have all made an effort to describe, define and defend Him, to this point God has remained silent. 

As God now addresses Job, the Almighty is not seeking to gain more information, but desiring that in His asking, Job will pause and consider the Lord's greatness. Each question is designed to magnify His majesty and man's miniscule understanding.

We are always seeking reasons and purposes. When nothing obvious is revealed as an explanation for the struggles and doubts we experience, I wonder how our conversations with God sound. Do we come to false conclusions? Do we pause long enough to see past the situation and sit with our Saviour? Do we understand His character and authority over every detail of our lives? Elihu was correct when he said, "God is greater than we can understand...God's voice is glorious in the thunder. We can't even imagine the greatness of His power...Stop and consider the wonderful miracles of God!...We cannot imagine the power of the Almighty..." (Job 36:26, 37:5, 14, 23).

The motive in God's questions is to get us to stop and consider His sovereignty over all things. God's guidance to us often comes in the form of an inquiry too. In His asking, He wants us to pause and think of His mighty power. He invites us to trust Him more. Recall some of the questions Christ asked in scripture: "Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life?" (Matthew 6:27) "What do you want Me to do for you?" (Mark 10:51) "Do you want to get well?" (John 5:6) "Why do you call me Lord, Lord, and not do what I say?" (Luke 6:46). Jesus wants to stir our intellect and probe our minds forcing us to examine our condition and His provision. Jesus' questions are never asked out of ignorance, but for revelation that draws us closer to Him, resulting in knowing Him more and strengthening our faith.

Questions are wonderful teachers. Our answers can reveal our trust and belief. When our vision of God increases, it should humble us, as well as thrill our hearts. The Lord is longing for us to see His power and majesty. My heart is singing, "How Great is Our God". Will you lift up your voice and join me in song? That's not a rhetorical question! 

From Despondency to Dependency

"I am ignored as if I were dead, as if I were a broken pot...But I am trusting You, O LORD, saying, 'You are my God!' My future is in Your hands." Psalm 31:12, 14-15a

God's use of metaphors and similes is so genius throughout scripture. His word is literary artistry, portraying ideas and thoughts that penetrate our hearts because we can identify with the situations, emotions and actions. Although written many years ago we find ourselves so quickly within the pages of this holy, sacred text.

In cleaning out my kitchen cupboards I often come across a plate or cup that has a small chip missing. No doubt I've banged the item in the sink while washing or hit it on the shelf while putting it away. Maybe the dishwasher is to blame. I'm not necessarily the culprit, but whatever the source, the article has been marred. The question then before me is whether to keep or toss. The thing is, even if I decide to let it stay, I rarely reach for it. It's damaged.

There are times in all of our lives when we feel broken and ignored. Sensing we are disregarded and unnoticed, passed by and forgotten we can quickly draw irrational conclusions. In this Psalm, David, feeling neglected, compares his life to being expired or fractured, unable to be of any use. When that type of mentality sets in, we are in grave danger of spiraling down a self-fulfilling prophecy that will leave us numb.

We can encounter circumstances where we feel so overlooked and unappreciated, but we cannot cast our entire identity onto the smallness of one situation. Usually that's all it takes. Just one. And we magnify it so greatly in our minds we suddenly have the whole world against us and we take our response to such extremes. We cannot let one moment define us.

Suspecting rejection, devastation sets in, but we cannot allow our negative emotions to be a permanent hindrance. We must replace our threatening feelings with the truth of God's word. Yes, we may honestly believe we are a broken, throw-away pot, but that is not how the Lord sees His children.

Just this morning, our Student/Young Adults Lead and Discipleship Pastor shared a message from 2 Thessalonians 2, reminding us how in Christ we are loved, chosen and secure. God's love for us is never a fleeting feeling, but an eternal commitment from the Creator of the universe. His love is not contingent on our worthiness. When we feel insignificant or unsure of our place in God's plan, we must remember that He chose us before the foundation of the world to be loved by Him. God's saving grace is intentional, purposeful and unchangeable.

What always encourages me about David is that although he honestly expresses his emotions and often indulges in self-pity, as we all can, he rarely allows it to become the end of his story. In recalling who God is he reframes his thoughts and replaces his despondency with dependency on the Lord, voicing three declarations: I am trusting You, O LORD; You are my God!; My future is in Your hands.

Earlier I mentioned my chipped dishes, but what about when something shatters completely and we think it is beyond repair? No amount of glue will fit the pieces together again. Sometimes, instead of fixing, God wants to start fresh. He wants to create something original from the dust of our brokenness. Instead of destroying us, God is designing us and what we thought was death is new life. He is taking the fragile, shard pieces and making a masterpiece to be treasured. Our future is held securely in hands that were broken so that our lives can be redeemed, to the praise and glory of His Name.