The Call of Freedom

"Get out! Get out and leave your captivity..." Isaiah 52:11a

I sat at the table in the sunroom and watched as a moth beat its wings tirelessly on the window screen. My heart was torn. I wanted to scream at this little insect to turn around. I wanted to yell at it - "YOU ARE OUTSIDE! The entire world is behind you." Without hesitation and with keen determination this moth relentlessly kept trying to force itself inside the room. Open space surrounded him. Miles and miles to fly. Sights to see. Adventures to appreciate. Yet, as if controlled by some invisible force, all day this moth did not stop its frantic pursuit. He didn't understand his reality. He was already free!

Freedom. Its cost brings with it sacrifice and implies bloodshed. A battle was fought and a life was given, not taken. Jesus' death was not the result of man, but of love. A love so unfathomable that it will never be comprehended, but it can be received and accepted. Do we appreciate and value the freedom we have received?

His ammunition was truth. His opponent, the father of lies. The battle raged, but victory was determined before it began. Rising as King and Conqueror, Jesus paid the price for our freedom. Through the agonizing separation from His Father as our sins were cast upon Him, Jesus experienced something we will never have to endure. Yet, have we embraced our freedom?

Too often we are like that moth. We are beating our wings against prison walls that can hold us captive. If we would just turn around and with the same energy, embrace Him. God's Word tells us that it is for freedom that He has set us free (Galatians 5:1). "Has set us free." Past tense. The work has been completed. Any stronghold that binds us is our choice, for it is not necessary. Freedom is our portion and God's plan. May our lives not nullify all that Christ accomplished so we can live free.

Psalm 68:18 tells us that Christ has led captivity captive. The state, place or period of being imprisoned is being held restrained through Jesus. Confinement by sin becomes impossible as He declares forever our liberty.

Think of it...captivity is captive. If something is held or contained, bound or behind bars, it has no access. Through His Son, the Lord has made freedom possible to us all. Any opportunity for imprisonment, whether in body, soul or mind, is being held by nail-scarred hands declaring that we can live without sin's control. We are not bound by evil, nor can it impose boundaries of fear, insecurity, worry, anger etc... We are no longer servants to sin.

So, if we are truly no longer servants to sin, why is it still such a struggle to live free? If Christ has declared captivity captive and commanded us to leave our captivity, why do so many still not walk in liberty? Why are days spent in despair? Why is sin rampant? Why are we beating our wings against the slavery of sins for which Christ died to set us free? The lure of the enemy is strong. As captor, he is unwilling to see anyone free from slavery to sin. Christ destroyed sin's power over us at the cross, as well as the effects of sin, death and hell, but its presence is still palpable. As a believer, sin cannot bind us for eternity, but as it rattles the prison doors and shakes its chains, it sure can distract us.

What "window screen" is enticing us as it did my little insect friend? What holds us prisoner? Is it a feeling, a circumstance, a habit? What makes us feel captive today?

There are choices we need to make daily. We can be lured by evil's enticement or we can be held by the One who holds captivity and instead be captivated by Him. May He alone capture each heart today. As our focus remains on Him, we will respond to the call of freedom.

Standing With Me

"In His unfailing love, my God will stand with me..." Psalm 59:10a

Being an identical twin, growing up it was rare that I ever had to stand alone. For the first 18 years of my life, I had a constant companion who walked with me day-by-day. For all my "firsts" I had my best friend by my side. My sister Japhia and I were pretty much inseparable. We loved being together and although we had our moments of disagreement, as any siblings experience, for the most part we were each other's champions, encouraging one another and providing an insurance policy against loneliness.

As we entered adulthood, with employment taking us in different directions, we encountered what most children face at a young age, stepping into situations without the physical presence of a supporter by our side. Having never experienced environments alone, it was a new adventure for both of us. Suddenly walking into crowded rooms became more daunting. Groups did not appear as welcoming. Feeling shy and intimidated, faces that never frightened us before, appeared unreceptive. It was a new world we were seeing for the first time.

As adults it can still be unnerving to attend events on our own, and not just for my sister and I. Recently my church hosted an evening event for women. I believe attendance was around 300 ladies. A sweet gal was sharing how insecure she felt going without knowing if anyone would sit with her. The fear of empty chairs surrounding her, while other tables filled with friendship and laughter created a hesitation and lack of confidence. It took tremendous courage for her to step out and hope to feel noticed, wanted and desired.

Years ago, my sister and I attended a day event out of town. When we were dismissed for lunch, we followed the flow of women to a gymnasium where a buffet was beautifully set up. After filling our plates with the meal provided, we took our seats at a round table. Not one single person came to sit with us. I still remember how awkward it felt. It was as if neon lights were displaying to everyone that we were the "new girls". No-one made any effort to make us feel welcome...until...the coordinator of the event appeared. She saw us sitting alone and grabbed her team to come and join us. 

It is hearing these stories and experiencing them myself that has made me very sensitive to the one who appears alone. The incredible courage it takes to walk into these situations speaks of an immediate need that surpassed the fear. That strength of character is worth knowing. Years ago, I attended an event at my church with the purpose of watching for a gal who came solo. Seeing a woman in the foyer sitting by herself while others mingled around her, I went over and introduced myself. This was her first visit to our church. She had seen a poster advertising the ladies day and decided to come. I asked her if she would like to join me for the day at which she quickly responded in the affirmative. But what if no-one had approached her? What if no-one saw her? What if the distance everyone kept just confirmed in her heart that she was not worthy or wanted?

It is in moments like these that as children of God we must remember that the Lord does not just stand on our side (Isaiah 50:9 NLT) but by our side. We never have to enter any circumstance on our own. In His unfailing love, He stands with us. He does not keep Himself at a distance, but draws near. He seeks us out and desires to be with us.

Standing alone, standing through hardships, standing for righteousness, standing for truth, standing in the face of opposition, our own strength gets depleted. Knowing that the Lord stands with us, not as a silent observer, but as One who goes before, anticipating our needs, our courage is renewed.

It is said that abandonment is a wound that never heals. In God's unfailing love, our pain can be replaced with peace. We can stand in any situation because God stands with us. His faithful presence with us should affect our daily lives and empower us to face every circumstance that makes us fear. Are we aware of the incredible truth that God is by our side, standing with us? We can face each day in His strengthening presence. May our testimony be, the Lord stood with me.

A Lifetime Guarantee

"...I have cared for you since you were born. Yes, I carried you before you were born. I will be your God throughout your lifetime - until your hair is white with age. I made you, and I will care for you. I will carry you along and save you." Isaiah 46:3b-4

None of us are getting any younger. We cannot reverse the clock. Each day it is ticking, drawing us through another year. Evidences of aging begin to be noticed. Some signs of growing older are visible, like wrinkles and whitening of hair. Other things might include changes in vision, hearing, memory and muscle strength. Often our bones begin to deteriorate, our sleep patterns fluctuate and the energy we once had starts to diminish. As our years of life increase and our physical abilities decrease, what a comfort it is to know that the Lord who has carried us this far, will be our God throughout our lifetime, until our hair is white with age. He who made us will care for us and carry us along. It is extremely rare to find a lifetime warranty offered on anything, but God guarantees His commitment to us, now and for eternity.

I saw these truths being lived out in the lives of my parents. As they aged their physical bodies began to manifest the truth of their years. Dad especially struggled. Due to no fault of his own, but a medical error made after a day-surgery procedure at the hospital, his life changed drastically. His capabilities became so impaired that a need arose for long-term care. Regardless where you live, obtaining assisted-living or securing a place in a nursing home is challenging. With years of wait when needs are immediate, it can be a very stressful time for all the family.

I recall all the paperwork and home visits to assess my dad's needs. At a time of such emotional stress, the grueling process of interviews and endless documentation is exhausting. After going through these preliminary stages, you then wait. Our family had decided on the location of three possible placements, but in reality, these requests seemed futile. Since Dad was listed as "critical", he would go wherever a bed opened up as available.

I will never forget the day my sisters and I received "the call". A room had become accessible at a destination that would have been at the bottom of everyone's list. With hearts overwhelmed by the decision before us, we were given 24 hours to give our answer, but if we refused this opening, Dad's name would be removed from the "critical" list and we would mostly likely wait years for a placement due to the demand of the needs of the aging.

My sisters and I fell to our knees in prayer. In complete brokenness we called out to the Lord to guide us. Although policy maintains that if a loved one is placed outside of a families desired choice for care, there is still possibility of a move ahead, but we had not seen or heard this actually fulfilled for anyone. Once a resident is settled in a location, it is very rare for any transfer to occur. We knew Dad needed help, and even though we could not understand what was happening, we surrendered the decision to the Lord.

The following morning, my time in God's Word found me in Isaiah 46. I embraced the assurance of God carrying, delivering and saving my dad. With complete trust in what the Lord would do we waited for the phone to ring. Around 11am we received the call. The director of the home began with an apology. Overnight many residents had contacted the flu, and guidelines restricted any new residents from gaining entrance until the Health Department gave clearance. Heartbroken for the illness that had touched so many making this shut-down mandatory, our total trust became total praise as my sisters and I fell to our knees in awe and thanksgiving for how the Lord protected and provided.

But it gets even better! Just a couple of days later we received another phone call. It was our case worker. Not only was there an opening for Dad at a nursing home, but it was at our #1 location! We had been told that it was impossible for Dad to go there, but not with our God! Yes Lord, You will be our God throughout our lifetime - until our hair is white with age. Thank You for Your constant, loving care.

"I'm Following Jesus!"

"...And I will pour out My Spirit on your descendants, and My blessing on your children. They will thrive like watered grass, like willows on a riverbank. Some will proudly claim, 'I belong to the LORD.'..." Isaiah 44:3b-5a

On August 21st, 2024 at 8:59pm a note arrived in my Facebook Messenger. I was curled up in my pajamas watching an episode of "When Calls the Heart". Seeing my son was the sender, I paused the program to read what he had sent. If you are a mother of boys, you know that when your son writes to you, it is something of importance. Opening his text, I read:

"Wanted to let you know that Matthew wanted to ask Jesus to save him tonight. We read and talked about the parable of the lost sheep and the lost coin in his parable book - he seemed to follow along with them a lot more than he usually does in our bedtime routine. For example, he was asking questions about where the sheep went and who the people were in the pictures. After reading, I told him (as I have done for most of the summer) that if he ever wants to ask Jesus to save him (like the sheep), he can tell us and we will help him pray and do that. I've tried not to present the decision in such a way that he would just say 'yes' like he usually does when answering a question. So, his typical response to 'tell us if you want to' is 'okay' or nodding that he understands and moves on, but tonight he said, 'I want to.' So, we prayed together with him repeating little phrases at a time asking Jesus to forgive him, save him and help him follow Him. Since those parables end with the rejoicing of the angels in heaven, we said how heaven was having a big party tonight and that we will have a big party soon too. 🥳👏"

Nothing like jumping right to the punch line in the first sentence! I was now wide awake! I went racing upstairs to share this story with "Grandpa" and together we rejoiced, with tears flowing, so very thankful for God's call on little Matthew's life. After sending a voice message back to Christopher, I turned on the oven and began to bake a cake! We already had plans to be at their home early the next day, and we would arrive with an impromptu party!!

The following morning, stopping at the Dollar Tree on our way and purchasing a bouquet of helium balloons, one that even said "It's Your Day", we raced over and set up a small celebration in their backyard before our arrival was detected. As little Matthew came outside, seeing the cake, balloons and gifts he looked at me and said, "Mamma, what's all this?" I bent down to look at his precious wee face and with excitement said, "Grandpa and I are celebrating! What did you do yesterday?" With enthusiasm that equaled mine, he exclaimed, "I'm following Jesus!" Oh the delight to hear it from his little voice. Yes, he's only three-years-old, but so was his Daddy when he responded to Christ's invitation of salvation. Yes, he will continue to need to be taught and guided for further understanding and surrender, but at this moment, to his level of comprehension, he has taken a step of obedience to God's call on his young life.

Later that morning we went to the park and at random times Matthew would just exclaim with delight, "I'm following Jesus!" How it blessed my heart to watch his joy in the decision he has made. Without hesitation he continues to tell others. I pray that he will never lose this passion to exclaim his love for Christ. From Romans 12:11 I ask the Lord that Matthew's zeal will never subside, but he will keep, and God will grow, this little boy's fervour for serving and following the Lord.

The childhood chorus comes to mind. "I have decided to follow Jesus, no turning back, no turning back." With every ounce of longing in my heart, I pray that will be Matthew's testimony. I pray protection over this decision from worldly influences that would threaten to draw him away from a life lived surrendered and abandoned to Christ. May this little boy grow to love the Lord more and more. May God pour out His Spirit on our descendants, blessing our children. May they thrive like watered grass, like willows on a riverbank. May they proclaim loud and heartily, "I belong to the LORD!"

Soaring

"But those who trust in the LORD will find new strength. They will soar high on wings like eagles. They will run and not grow weary. They will walk and not faint." Isaiah 40:31

I was thinking about the fears I have in my life, especially my fear of flying and heights. I am a white-knuckle airline traveler. I don't sit up in a balcony. I do not like elevators. I don't even wear high heeled shoes! I prefer to keep my feet on the ground at all times. I am not extremely adventurous. I refrain from taking risks. Years ago, I began to notice how these fears had spilled over into my spiritual life, making me afraid to "mount up with wings as eagles" and soar to new heights with Christ.

While vacationing in Florida with my family about twenty years ago, I suggested we try the new "Soaring" ride that had recently been added at Epcot. I guess I really did not know what was ahead of me. I later understood both the look of shock that appeared on my husband's face when I mentioned we try this attraction, and the speed in which he quickly raced us towards the ride before I could change my mind.

When our "flight attendant" came to give us last minute instructions and all those wonderful warnings and health cautions, I could feel my pulse begin to beat faster. What on earth was I doing here? Too afraid to move, I found myself being pushed forward by all the other passengers as the doors opened and we were seated in our "gliders". We were asked to firmly secure handbags, caps, and loose articles in a compartment below our seats, after which a "steward" came around to ensure that we were all tightly fastened and belted in. My heart was racing so quickly at this point, I just began to pray that God would help me endure this ride and get me off safely. I was seated between my husband my 13-year-old son who were both trying to reassure me how much fun I was going to have on this ride.

Suddenly lights dimmed and our "glider" began to rise. As gusts of wind began to take my breath away, my hands flew to cover my mouth and nose, while simultaneously shutting my eyes tightly. This is how I remained for most of the ride. Occasionally I took little peeks out between fingers firmly guarding my face, seeing glimpses of spectacular views. Finally the ride came to an end and I realized I was still alive. I had survived!

As we left this attraction God began to speak quietly to my heart. "Joy, I want you to do more than survive life. I want you to live it to the full. I want you to mount up with wings like eagles. I want you to soar." As this ride was called, "Soaring", I suddenly turned to my husband and said, "Let's do that again." He looked at me strangely. He knew I had hated every second of that experience, but I said, "This time, I want to keep my eyes wide open."

What a thrill this second time around was for me. It is not my desire to go through life with my eyes closed. I want to live the adventure. We are held hostage and paralyzed by the things that frighten us. There is a children's book that asks the reader to "imagine a day when you don't need wings to soar." A song I heard years ago has lyrics that say, "It's time for you to fly. It's time to soar on eagle's wings. Don't be afraid you're not alone, so lift your head up high. It's time for you to fly."

God has designed us to live life fully and Christ came to enable us to live out that design. Christ will empower us to live an abundant life. Are we tapping in to all the power that God has made available to us? Have we made personal all that God has made possible? 

The Lord is calling us to "fly". None of this happens in our own strength, but as we trust in Him to provide the "wind beneath our wings". The great thing is, we don't even need to set one foot on an airplane to do so. We just need to surrender ourselves into the arms of Christ and He will carry us to heights unknown.

Will you respond to Christ's invitation, having faith to believe that with Him you can soar?

"Imagine a Day"; Sarah L. Thomson; illustrations Ron Gonsalves; Atheneum Books; copyright 2005

"Time for You to Fly"; songwriters Sheila Walsh/Gary Sadler/John Hartley; produced by Derri Daughterty/John Hartley; copyright 2001

Grab Your Kleenex

"When Hezekiah heard this, he turned his face to the wall and prayed to the LORD...Then he broke down and wept bitterly. Then this message came to Isaiah from the LORD: 'Go back to Hezekiah and tell him, 'This is what the LORD, the God of your ancestor David says: I have heard your prayer and seen your tears...." Isaiah 38:2, 3b-5a

Sometimes we all just need a good cry. 

Remembering times I could not wait to get home, behind closed doors and fall to my knees. Overcome by whatever had moved my heart to such an extreme, tears were the only response of release. They were too tender and treasured for a public display. They needed to be held by my Heavenly Father's embrace. Other times they burst forth, the pouring out uncontainable and unrestrainable regardless of any audience. 

I recall as a teenager, in disappointment and confusion, after hearing words directed my way, criticizing my character, a washroom became my sanctuary of sorrow. After the passing of my parents, my bedroom was the place of solace that held my grief. A kitchen counter was an altar of confession and repentance as weeping acknowledged my sin and begged for forgiveness. Sacrificing a desire, while watching another enjoy the dream, wishful, longing tears flowed while a comfy couch embraced my surrender. A car was a refuge after an unwanted diagnosis. The arms of my son held my anxious cries as together we faced the unknowns of a sudden, unexpected crisis.

Tears can be manipulative, managed, melancholy, moving, moody and meaningful. There are so many reasons why our hearts overflow through our eyes. Tears are a wordless expression filled with deeper significance. We can shed tears of fear, weariness, heartache, loss, regret, distress and even joy. Many make every effort to hide weeping. I actually was one who used to resist tears. Portraying a bravery and strength I did not possess; I would shield myself and others from any sign of weakness. When I wanted and needed to cry, I would purposefully choose to watch a "tear-jerker" movie that would give me permission to let the flood gates open, while keeping the real reason for this bursting dam hidden.

Tears are not evidence of weakness. Although our tears or those of others can make us feel uncomfortable, they are a natural outlet of emotion that God designed. Instead of ignoring them, we need to acknowledge this avenue of expression that God has given us. At times they can make us feel awkward. We want to quickly excuse them and apologize for them. We struggle with how to address or help another when we encounter their tears. Tears can unnerve us while at the same time preserve us, as they protect and care, providing the path of freedom from whatever is threatening to destroy our lives and hold us tethered to pain. 

The text tells us that Hezekiah broke down and wept bitterly. There would be nothing secretive about such anguish. God not only heard Hezekiah's prayer and the cries he lifted to the Lord, but He saw the king of Judah's tears. God sees our tears. Every single one. "You keep track of all my sorrows. You have collected all my tears in Your bottle. You have recorded each one in Your book." (Psalm 56:8)

When others trust us with their tears it is one of the greatest honours. When they have the liberty to be that authentic and vulnerable in our presence it should not make us feel uneasy, but highly valued that they do not feel at risk exposing themselves to us in this way. Being trusted with another's tears is a remarkable gift. Do not let it frighten you, but receive this fragile offering with tender sensitivity.

We know that we are not alone in our grief. Jesus Christ Himself wept at the death of Lazarus when he witnessed His friends weeping over the loss of their brother and friend. Even though Christ knew and knows that death will be overcome, it does not mean it will not be mourned. God is devoted to us, and does not distance Himself from our tears. It is OK. Grab a box of Kleenex and stop resisting the pathway to true and lasting healing.

Beyond The Fog

"Even the wilderness and desert will be glad in those days. The wasteland will rejoice and blossom with spring crocuses. Yes, there will be an abundance of flowers and singing and joy! The deserts will become as green as the mountains of Lebanon, as lovely as Mount Carmel or the plain of Sharon. There the LORD will display His glory, the splendor of our God. With this news, strengthen those who have tired hands, and encourage those who have weak knees. Say to those with fearful hearts, 'Be strong, and do not fear, for your God is coming to destroy your enemies. He is coming to save you.'" Isaiah 35:1-4

The prophet Isaiah paints such a beautiful picture of hope with the transformation of a desert to a garden. It is almost impossible to imagine for someone who is currently living in a wilderness. To the one walking in the wasteland, grasping how life can burst into their barren places is beyond comprehension. Gladness in the desert? Rejoicing in the wasteland? Blossoms of spring crocuses and an abundance of flowers? Deserts flourishing and as green as the mountains of Lebanon, Mount Carmel or the plain of Sharon? Singing? Joy? Really? These descriptions seem inconceivable. 

Dry and desolate places leave our hearts parched, but with God as our Gardener, there are things that can bloom in our deserts. You know, it really doesn't take much rainfall to begin to soften the ground and awaken plants to new life. Listless to lush is not only a possibility, but it is what God has promised.

When in the middle of suffering and sadness, it is hard to see beyond our immediate circumstances. Consumed in fog, it is difficult to imagine such a drastic reversal of surroundings. Fog does that. It gives us the impression that what we can see is all there is to see, but beyond the haze, God's hand is at work. Wasteland is never wasted.

Like a refreshing spring shower, Isaiah tells us that God will come to us. He is coming to save us. He sees our suffering and all the struggles we are going through and He is coming, not just to comfort, but to revitalize with joy! Impossible you say? Knowing some will scoff with disbelief in response, their perspective limited right now because of words like "incurable", "divorce", "terminated" and "repossessed", we all need to hear this: Fatal is not final with God.

The Lord longs to display His glory and splendor through our lives, especially during times of trial. It is not just that we persevere and come out on the other side, but how we persevere. Do we endure hardship in a way that honours the Lord? How we live in our deserts reveals a lot about who God is to us. 

We want so desperately to preserve our lives, as did the disciples who fled and abandoned their Lord to avoid the danger that accompanied association with Him. Yet, in escaping, they ended up sad. Instead, once confessing Christ and being flogged, Luke writes in Acts 5:41, "The apostles left the high council rejoicing that God had counted them worthy to suffer disgrace for the name of Jesus."

It is difficult to wrap our minds around the fact that deserts, wilderness and wastelands are places of worthiness, but they are. They are places deserving of our attention. They are places to take note of every moment and way that our soul flourishes against the backdrop of apparent nothingness. Places where strength is renewed, fearful hearts encouraged, and weak knees made stronger all because of the coming of God to display His splendor in our lives.

Regardless of what we see today, the fog will lift. There are flowers in hidden places. Laughter will return. Christ has come and He will come again.

"Lots of things that looks dead are just biding their time." (Dickon, "The Secret Garden")

Tear Off the Roof

"But the LORD says: 'Now I will stand up. Now I will show My power and might.'" Isaiah 33:10

Returning to our Discipling Community group at the church last evening, our facilitator began the meeting by asking if there were any prayer requests. As different members began to share, one theme became evident. Many of the items mentioned were ones that had been shared in the Spring, before our summer break. The needs were still present. It appeared in some situations that nothing had changed, at least not outwardly. The dear ones with heavy burdens were still surrounded by circumstances and crisis that require a touch from God. One gentleman expressed his lack of understanding in a God who allows such suffering, especially to moms with young children. Another grandma echoed his thoughts as she shared about her granddaughter's cancer that had returned. A mom of two adult boys, both with their own emotional and spiritual needs, longs to see them passionately pursuing Christ.

Reading the verse above, I pray, Lord, would You say it again? Would you say it over our lives? We all long to see Your power displayed today. An invisible thread of pain, confusion and longing binds so many together, and in these desperate moments we come to You, falling on our knees and seeking Your help. We cry to see Your power and might displayed. Would today be the day that You stand up in our lives, that You will show and we will see, not necessarily a 100% turn-around, although we know You can, but something, anything that lets us know You haven't forgotten us as these seasons of hardship continue. Release us from the weight any lengthy burden brings, and help us cast the concern and ourselves on You, believing in Your loving purposes in our lives. Strengthen our faith Lord as we wait for You to "tear off the roof".

"Tear off the roof, The King's in the house.

Just get me to Jesus, I don't care how.

I don't have to wait to get the healing, I gotta faith without a ceiling.

So tear off the roof, 'Cause the King's in the house.

There's power in the presence, Power in the blood, Power in the name of Jesus.

There's power in the presence, Power in the blood, Power in the name of Jesus.

And He has more in the hem of His garment, Then the camp of the enemy.

There's power in the presence, Power in the blood, Power in the name of Jesus.

I didn't come here to hide in the crowd, I'm pressing through to You.

I don't care how, Reaching out my hand to get the healing.

I've got a faith beyond the bleeding, 'Cause I didn't come here to hide in the crowd.

There's power in the presence, Power in the blood, Power in the name of Jesus.

There's power in the presence, Power in the blood, Power in the name of Jesus.

And He has more in the hem of His garment, Then the camp of the enemy.

There's power in the presence, Power in the blood, Power in the name of Jesus.

There's power in the name of Jesus.

There is a life changing, Grave shaking, Dead raising power in the room

Heart-healing, Hell-stealing, No ceiling power, So tear off the roof.

Tear off the roof, Tear off the roof."

"Tear Off the Roof" - Brandon Lake/Chris Davenport/Hank Bentley/Jacob Sooter/Jordan Colle; Capitol CMG Publishing, Integrity Music, copyright 2023

Three Steps to Victory

"But I am like an olive tree, thriving in the house of God. I will always trust in God's unfailing love. I will praise You forever, O God, for what You have done. I will trust in Your good name in the presence of Your faithful people." Psalm 52:8-9

The olive tree is mentioned frequently throughout scripture. These trees represent peace, prosperity and longevity. Apparently, they have deep roots and can blossom incredibly well in desert conditions. They are able to withstand harsh storms and can flourish for thousands of years. Even if fire destroys the leaves, its roots remain fixed, working to help it grow again. It is quite resilient!

This Psalm is David's contemplation over the actions of an enemy informant who revealed David's whereabouts to Saul. Identifying himself as an olive tree, he confirms his unwavering trust in the Lord despite current circumstances. After comparing himself to this vigorous tree, he tells us that in order to enjoy similar strength that is almost indestructible, and to thrive, not just survive in this life, there are three crucial things we need to do: always trust in God's unfailing love; praise Him forever because of what He has done; and trust in His name in the presence of His faithful people.

We can rest fully in the certainty of God's love for us. His perfect, unchanging love will never fail. There is no need to ever doubt His loyalty to us. His love is grounded in His constant character, covering past, present and future. It is unending and enduring. Knowing the security of such unchanging love surrounding us, gives us assurance and comfort in the face of difficulty.

Secondly, David tells us to praise God forever because of what He has done. This is not just referencing past evidences of God's goodness to us, but the Psalmist is expressing this praise, declaring his joy and gratitude to the Lord, in advance of seeing the victory, knowing that God will intervene on his behalf. David's enemy was still a threat, but with confidence, he proclaimed with faith, that God had provided and he continued to lift his voice in worship. David understood that God is good, and always worthy of our praise. We praise the Lord for His character, even in difficult circumstances.

We are reminded of Philippians 4:6 as Paul encourages us to always pray with thanksgiving, and David's words in Psalm 34:1, to bless the Lord at all times, with praise continually on our lips. Praise really is the gateway to seeing the movement of God in our lives. "Enter His gates with thanksgiving; go into His courts with praise. Give thanks to Him and praise His name. For the LORD is good. His unfailing love continues forever, and His faithfulness continues to each generation." (Psalm 100:4-5)

Lastly, David instructs us to trust in God's good name in the presence of His faithful people. We are never strengthened by trusting in our own provision, but only when trusting in the name that is above all names. The Psalmist echoed this in Psalm 20:7, "Some trust in chariots and some in horses, but we trust in the name of the LORD our God." 

Three steps to victory in any situation: acknowledging and resting in God's unfailing love, praising the Lord for who He is and what He has done and trusting in God's name alone to provide. Although counter-intuitive to our own nature, David knew his own efforts would accomplish nothing against his enemy. Victory comes when we renounce any of our merits, including all confidence in our own strength, and professing instead dependence on the character and faithfulness of God. 

We can triumphantly be overcomers against all odds when our trust is in the Lord.

Necessary Nourishment

"Though the Lord gave you adversity for food and suffering for drink, He will still be with you to teach you. You will see your Teacher with your own eyes. Your own ears will hear Him. Right behind you a voice will say, 'This is the way you should go,' whether to the right or to the left." Isaiah 30:20-21

It may seem like God's Word speaks a lot about adversity and suffering. It does. Think about it. What do we relate more to, someone's story of perfection or pain? Repeatedly we are told that in this world we will have trouble (John 16:33), and when we realize that we are not the only ones facing hard times, it helps us identify and empathize with those walking roads of affliction.

The passage above confirms that some adversity and suffering comes directly from the Lord. We may question why a good and loving God sends heartache into our lives. Most of us want to avoid any trial. Yet, as I ponder this truth, I notice something I had not seen previously. This adversity and suffering are for our nourishment.

Nourishment is defined as the substance that is necessary for growth and health. Nourishment provides what is needed for our development. Just as physical food strengthens our body, spiritual food builds up our inner being and draws us closer to God. Adversity and suffering are served to us as "food" and "drink", in varying portions, to reinforce our faith, giving us opportunity to trust the Lord.

Next, God immediately tells us two incredible truths that accompany this "meal": He will still be with us, and He will teach us. The "serving size" of difficulty He has given, presses us in closer to His presence and also provides a means of instruction.

Just recently while working on an assignment for a Bible study I was preparing, a question asked us to consider any tragedies that had marked our lives or those of our family. What was remarkable to me as I reflected over the suffering that has touched my life, each unwanted trial had transitioned from tragedy to triumph. Yes, they would each still be counted as calamity, but I was not a casualty to them; they had been redeemed through the gracious hand of God. His with-ness in them and witness of Him opened my eyes to see Him and my ears to hear Him in clearer ways. Job. centuries ago, expressed a similar sentiment after the horrendous disasters that touched his life. Job concludes, "I had only heard about You before, but now I have seen You with my own eyes." (Job 42:5)

Suffering and adversity are the paths that take us from knowing God to experiencing God. From belief to trust. The Lord opens our eyes and releases our ears to see and hear Him. Our desperation for our Heavenly Father increases and we lean in closer and hang our dependence on His every word. He brings direction to our footsteps on the wilderness trail we are walking, and evidences of His presence and provision become the God-stories that would not have been written without the crisis that caused our pain. 

In the same study I referenced above, the following question was asked: "Have you ever had a deep spiritual encounter with God? Take a moment and describe your sacred place."  As I filled the space provided with example after example of God making His presence known to me, again I noticed a pattern. Each encounter was often in response to a desperate need. Time and time again the affliction transitioned into a breathtaking "burning bush", a sacred place where I met with God and He revealed Himself to me. His voice assured me, "This is the way you should go." 

Don't fear the road of suffering. It is the road He chooses and uses. A "sacred place" is not likely an easy chair. We need to be thankful for the seasons of blessing and beauty when they come, but don't despise and reject the tools God more often uses to draw us into deep intimacy with Him. They are necessary nourishment for our spiritual growth.

Bible Study: "Through the Desert: A Study on God's Faithfulness"; Dr. Lina Abujamra; Esther Press; copyright 2023

One Weak Moment

"'What right have you to declare My statutes, or take My covenant in your mouth, seeing you hate instruction and cast My words behind you?'" Psalm 50:16b-17

Last evening a friend informed me of another Pastor and leader in the Christian community, who because of an inappropriate relationship with a woman, has been removed indefinitely from ministry activities. I will say this, it appears this gentleman came forward on his own to confess his sin, and as of writing this, he is accepting godly counsel and falling under an umbrella of accountability. How I pray there will be personal repentance.

Here is a man, into his 70's, who for over 40 years has taught and declared the statutes of the Lord, taken God's covenant in his mouth, yet cast all God's word behind him to fulfill a personal desire. My heart is broken over this news. It heightens how susceptible we all are to Satan's schemes. My anger is not directed at this man, but at the enemy who diligently kept watch for one weak moment and moved with fury. That's all it takes. One weak moment.

Those who proclaim God's word are held to a greater degree of responsibility. As public figures and tellers of His truth, their lives are visualized, scrutinized and often idolized. Their platform puts them in a position that demands constant prayer and dependence on the Lord. However, not one of us is immune to the devil's attempts at ruining reputations. Those of us who call ourselves Christ-followers and share His message in informal settings, cannot afford to risk colouring the beliefs of others by our behaviour, casting His word behind us through disobedience. As Lina Abujamra writes in her book, "Don't Tell Anyone You're Reading This: A Christian Doctor's Thoughts on Sex, Shame and Other Troublesome Issues", we have to stop pointing fingers at others when our own lives are just as broken and desperate as those who get "caught".

In the way of sexual sin, statistics confirm that this immorality has deeply worked its way behind church doors, stained glass and tall steeples. Hidden in pews are secrets. Recent findings reveal an alarming epidemic of silent sin that is destroying families. Weekly, in places of worship, are those who nod in agreement to God's laws and commands yet give no heed to obedience. 

In February 2024 the Angus Reid Institute conducted a survey of Evangelical Canadians. Many self-defined as "religiously committed", admitted they don't adhere to essential Christian beliefs. Sadly, it was discovered that it is the older generation who are not setting a great example for the younger believers, those appearing more intentional in pursuing their faith. Core doctrines, like the Trinity and Christ's resurrection, are being debated. Many believe that "Christian moral teachings should evolve with changes in society's attitudes." Even among Christ-followers, "all the people did whatever seemed right in their own eyes."(Joshua 21:25) Without the presence of absolutes, chaos erupts. Only 17% of Canadian Christians declare a deep commitment to the Lord.

So, what is our response? With each uncovering of sin, we are reminded how liable we are to being fallible. For centuries Scripture has been warning us from 1 Corinthians 10:12, "If you think you are standing strong, be careful not to fall." None are exempt from the devil's advances. Being prepared in the armour of God, holding to the promises of His provision and praying for His strength to withstand the temptations when they come, we can continue to walk in obedience to His word.

Years ago I stepped away from a ministry position because I knew some choices I was making at that time were not honouring the Lord. I have always loved the phrase, "honesty with modesty", but maybe it is because the sin does not have to be blatantly named. Instead of an aloof recognition of it, we need to acknowledge sin and call it what it is. Neglecting to do so will never bring the confession, repentance, healing and restoration that God's grace offers. May we receive His covenant and not cast away His words, but allow them to change our hearts.

"Don't Tell Anyone You're Reading This" - Dr. Lina Abujamra; Forefront Books; copyright 2023

Treasures In Darkness

"This message came to me concerning Edom. Someone from Edom keeps calling to me, 'Watchman, how much longer until morning? When will the night be over?' The watchman replies, 'Morning is coming, but night will soon return. If you wish to ask again, then come back and ask.'" Isaiah 21:11-12

The words of the prophet Isaiah speak of judgement on Edom. A long night of oppression and terror will soon come to an end, only to be met with more darkness ahead. It is almost like these verses are describing the ebb and flow of life. Victory and losses. Triumph and tragedy. Darkness and light.

Reading this passage immediately made me think of my mom. In her later years she struggled with sleep. Always being one to waken before sunrise, her early just kept getting earlier. She would tell us how she would lay awake praying for the first sign of dawn and the night to be over. She dreaded the dark. Not that she was fearful of it, but it was lonely and long. She wanted the night to be over.

We daily face darkness. Whether it is the physical darkening of a day, or the overshadowing of a heart, it is a familiar and an often-unwelcomed shade we would prefer to avoid. In their song, "The Sound of Silence", songwriters Simon and Garfunkel addressed darkness as a close acquaintance. "Hello darkness, my old friend. I've come to talk with you again." It is maybe not so much a dim light that has encompassed the singers surroundings, but a discouragement that has settled over their hearts.

This often-dreaded atmosphere is not all negative. Darkness sharpens our senses. Distractions and busyness of day surrender to the quiet, calm of night. We listen more intently. God's Word tells us that He brings treasures in darkness (Isaiah 45:3), and the Psalmist, in Psalm 139, declares that darkness is as light to the Lord. There is no darkness with Him.

Whether just the going down of the sun for needed physical rest, or dark nights of the soul where we learn to trust in the Lord, there is a reason for the approaching twilight. As my mom yearned for the first sign of day, darkness is valuable for the tremendous purpose it serves. It causes our needful longing of light's approach, the Light's approach.

Like the Edomite we too come and ask, "How much longer? When will the night be over?" With daylights dismissal we long for the coming sunrise. The watchman's reply touches me so tenderly. Although he only gives hope of the morning returning briefly, he bids the inquirer to return, if needed, and ask again. The watchman seems to understand and empathize with the confusion and struggle that is present at night.

Jesus also invites us to ask again. When we don't understand and our thoughts are overrun with "whys" and "whats", our Saviour says, "Come back and ask." He never wearies of our questions. He never tires of our requests. We can keep calling on Him. He would so much rather we come to Him seeking answers than go elsewhere. We can stay as long as we would like and seek Him as often as we feel needful. The doorway of communication is always open.

So often throughout scripture "darkness" is synonymous with evil and wickedness. It can also reference those who live without Christ. We despise its presence because of what it represents, but consider the planting of a seed. It grows underground in the dark, fertile soil, relying on the Creator and stored cells to power its growth. What we have deposited into our hearts and minds will also energize our growth in night seasons if what we have stored away is the truth and promises of God's Word.

1 Thessalonians 5:5 instructs us, that as believers, we are all children of light, and of the day. We are not of the night or of the darkness. Let's not fear the night. "Sometimes in the contrast of the night, we can best see the glory of God." (Beth Moore)

Known

"The LORD will make Himself known..." Isaiah 19:21a

Known. It is defined as identifying ways that we become aware of someone. We can gain this understanding through observing their activity and involvement in our lives and the lives of others. When God makes Himself known, it is through divine revelation of who He is, giving us personal insight into His character and conduct.

Many of us know the general revelation of God. We see God's presence manifest through nature. Psalm 19:1-2 tells us, "The heavens proclaim the glory of God. The skies display His craftsmanship. Day after day they continue to speak; night after night they make Him known." All creation points to a Creator. This is a universal display of God, true for everyone who lives and breathes. 

Not all acknowledge the Maker, but every human has the opportunity to see God in this way. It is this general revelation that holds all man accountable, as it leaves everyone without excuse. Scripture speaks of this in Romans 1:19-20 where Paul, through the prompting of the Holy Spirit, explains God's anger towards those who fail to acknowledge the Lord. "They know the truth about God because He has made it obvious to them. For ever since the world was created, people have seen the earth and sky. Through everything God made, they can clearly see the invisible qualities - His eternal power and divine nature, so they have no excuse for not knowing God."

But let's move into something more specific. How does the Lord make Himself known to us personally? Ultimately, it is through His Son, Jesus Christ, but how does He reveal Himself to us individually?

We all long to experience God. We pray for fresh encounters. We don't just desire more information. The introduction to a Bible Study I'm currently facilitating for a group of ladies who meet in my home, started the preface this way: "Do you have any idea how many women's Bible studies are published each year? A lot! Which means that no one really needs another Bible study. What we need is a fresh move of God. What we need is a deeper encounter with Jesus." Ecclesiastes 12:12 puts it this way, "...the writing of many books is endless, and excessive study is wearying to the body."

Yes, we want to read and study God's Word, but we long for God to make Himself known through intimate connection. This side of heaven we will never know all there is to know about God, but by His activity in our lives He unfolds more and more of Himself to us.

One of the primary ways God makes His presence known to us is through His Word. It is never a coincidence when we pick up our Bible and our scheduled, daily reading is exactly what we need to hear at that precise moment. If we are not making God's Word a priority, we miss all He wants to communicate to us. Scripture enables us to see the Lord and get to know His character. It is also where He will feed our soul and direct our path. His Word corrects and encourages. It is God's hand-written letter to us, through the scribes who put pen to parchment through the inspiration of the Holy Spirit so that we may know God.

In this passage in Isaiah, the Lord is going to make Himself known through His activity in response to the cries of the people. He listened to their pleas and brought healing for the purpose of a response of worship. That is the reason God always reveals Himself to us. It is not for our benefit, but for His. He makes Himself known so that our praise and glory to Him increases. Too often we make everything about us. When the Lord makes Himself known, He increases our trust and strengthens our faith, which then overflows in all honour to Him alone.

Let's lift grateful hearts to Him today for all the ways He has made Himself known to us.

Bible Study Quote: "Through the Desert: A Study on God's Faithfulness" - Lina Abujamra; Esther Press, David C. Cook; copyright 2023

Prison Break

"For see, the day of the LORD is coming - the terrible day of His fury and fierce anger...But the LORD will have mercy on the descendants of Jacob...In that wonderful day when the LORD gives His people rest from sorrow and fear, from slavery and chains..." Isaiah 13:9a, 14:1a, 3

God's Word speaks a lot about times and days. Isaiah writes concerning contrasting days. One terrible and fierce and the other free of fear and imprisonment. Whether the day of judgment mentioned was referencing a near fulfillment or the final judgment, "the day of the LORD" brings divine punishment to those who do not follow Christ. But, for those who have surrendered their lives to God and responded to Christ's invitation of salvation, there will be a "wonderful day when the LORD gives His people rest from sorrow and fear, from slavery and chains."

It's not just unbelievers who are held in bondage and need release. Yes, those who do not know the Lord as their personal Saviour live enchained to sin, but many Christians also live captive. Behind locked doors and self-imposed cells, discouragement, pain, rejection, insecurity, fear, accusations, past, present and future, all build up walls. Although rest is available to us as believers, I wonder how many live with rest from sorrow. Rest from fear. Rest from slavery. Rest from chains. Sadly, many live in bondage to oppression and grief, longing for the Lord to bring them relief. Oh, to know the rest of the Lord through every day of our lives and truly live in that freedom.

Funerals always impact my life. I attended one years ago and, in our understanding he died too soon. My friend's father was only in his early 60's. Although I never had the opportunity to meet this man, his funeral deeply made an impression on me. The tributes and memories shared by family and loved ones were beautiful. We viewed a slide presentation set to music, tracing the journey of this gentleman's life. The one thing that really spoke to my heart was that this man had truly lived! 

He was not held back by fear. He was an adventurer. Concerns, sorrow, and anxiety did not hold him captive. He lived out loud. He was not afraid to follow the dreams God had placed in his heart, and yet he did not take foolish risks. He enjoyed each day to the full. As a Christ-follower, at his last breath, he went from living to living.

Many lives, mine included, would be such a shadow in comparison. Weariness and worry more often than not characterize our existence. We are no longer active participants, but spectators. We long to live today in the rest that Christ gives, free of problems, frightening diagnosis, health challenges, conflicts, loneliness, stressful jobs, hurtful memories and disappointments. Disappointments in people, and, dare we say it? Disappointment in God. Somewhere along the line we have felt that God has let us down. We had plans. We had desires. Life was once filled with enthusiasm and drive. Holding to promises we felt were ours to claim, we were cruelly robbed of their fulfillment. We long for rest, not just at death, but now.

We do not have to wait until eternity to know the rest of God. The restlessness that stirs is the instrument to draw us near. The truth is, as children of God, our chains are gone. We've been set free! We do not have to live as hostages. Although chains might be our familiar, the winter in our soul does not need to remain. Today could be our prison break. The rest we can experience now brings inner peace and abiding joy. It is a foretaste of the sweet, eternal rest we will know in heaven. 

God's Tool

"I am sending Assyria against a godless nation, against a people with whom I am angry. Assyria will plunder them, trampling them like dirt beneath its feet. But the king of Assyria will not understand that he is My tool; his mind does not work that way. His plan is simply to destroy, to cut down nation after nation." Isaiah 10:6-7

My husband is a tool guy. In the basement of every home we have lived in, an area has been designated for a workshop. Router, table saw, lathe, drill press, planer, joiner, compound mitre saw. Are you impressed that I even know their names? I can hear Tim Taylor from "Home Improvement" grunting already! Each piece of equipment is designed for a specific purpose. Each is unique and valuable, yet accomplishes nothing unless placed in the hand of a skilled workman.

Assyria is a tool in the hand of God. In verse one, this nation is described as "the rod of My anger". God says, "I will use it as a club to express My anger." God has chosen the Assyrians to be His method of discipline. The Lord is sending Assyria on His mission and giving them permission to forcefully acquire the possessions of Syria, Israel and Judah, gaining victory over the people. God chose a king and a people whose heart was already positioned to destroy and used them to accomplish His purposes.

This confirms a couple of key concepts. God uses wicked and evil people to fulfill His will. In Proverbs 16:4 we read, "The LORD has made everything for His own purposes, even the wicked for a day of disaster." Sometimes God uses the wicked to bring judgement on His own people. Secondly, later in the book of Proverbs we read, "The king's heart is like a stream of water directed by the LORD; He guides it wherever He pleases." (21:1) That verse is such a comfort. Those in positions of leadership and authority can only act to the extent that God allows. Although rulers of nations have tremendous power, they are still subject to God's sovereign control.

"No instrument or tool accomplishes its purposes without a greater power." "When a tool boasts of greater power than the one who uses it, it is in danger of being discarded."

This is true of all of us as God's instruments as well. "We are useful only to the extent that we allow God to use us. If God has given us resources and special talents, we must not regard them as our own creation or special privilege." 

Ultimately, we are to be "Channels Only" for the Lord's plans to be fulfilled. It is not about us, but God in us. 

How I praise Thee, precious Saviour, That Thy love laid hold of me;

Thou hast saved and cleansed and filled me, That I might Thy channel be.

Refrain: 

Channels only, blessed Master, But with all Thy wondrous pow'r

Flowing through us, Thou canst use us, Every day and every hour.

Just a channel full of blessing, To the thirsty hearts around,

To tell out Thy full salvation, All Thy loving message sound.

Emptied that Thou shouldest fill me, A clean vessel in Thy hand;

With no pow'r but as Thou givest, Graciously with each command.

Witnessing Thy pow'r to save me, Setting free from self and sin;

Thou who bought me to possess me, In Thy fullness, Lord, come in.

Jesus, fill now with Thy Spirit, Hearts that full surrender know,

That the streams of living water, From our inner man may flow.

Quotes: Life Application Bible, NLT.

"Channels Only" - Mary E. Maxwell, 1900

Worthy of Honour

"For your royal husband delights in your beauty; honour him, for he is your lord...I will bring honour to your name in every generation. Therefore, the nations will praise you forever and ever." Psalm 45:11, 17

Psalm 45 is a very unique Psalm. Many commentators believe it was written about king Solomon. It is captivating in its poetic imagery. The full interpretation has intrigued readers as it also clearly prophesy's the coming King and Messiah. As we read of the king and his bride, we also understand the relationship between Christ and His Church.

It is almost impossible for our minds to fathom how God delights in us. Twice in this Psalm it is written that our response should be to honour Him, for who He is, as well as bringing honour to His name in every generation.

What does it mean to honour the Lord? Honour means to esteem, give glory to or respect. Some texts use the word worship in their scripture translation, others say praise. Certainly all these descriptions include the "how to" of honour. Alistair Begg has said, "Everything we do is an opportunity to honour God, to become more like His Son, and to point others to Him."

We could certainly make a list of things that give glory to God. 

• Making time to pursue a close relationship with Him. 
• Lifting our voices in praise. 
• Offering thanksgiving. 
• Trusting Him in every situation. 
• Loving and caring well for others. 
• Proverbs instructs us to honour the Lord with our possessions, giving generously. 
• Using the gifts and abilities He has given us, honous Him with our talents. 
• Paul encourages us in 1 Corinthians 6 to honour the Lord by the way we look after our physical bodies.
• God-honouring entertainment choices. 
• Living a life of worship to God, valuing what He values and aligning ourselves in obedience to His Word.

God desires that our honour come from our hearts. It is one thing to honour Him with our lips, but another to live in a way that reflects the place He has in our hearts. A person is honoured to the degree we consider their character, contributions, conduct and career significant. Honouring God is a way to demonstrate that He is worthy. Honour is a beautiful expression of God's worthiness.

"Is He worthy? Is He worthy?

Of all blessing and honour and glory

Is He worthy of this?

He is."

"Is He Worthy?" songwriters: Andrew Peterson & Ben Shive; Capitol Cmg Genesis, Vamos Publishing

Firm Faith

"Then the LORD said to Isaiah...'Tell him to stop worrying. Tell him he doesn't need to fear...Yes, the kings of Syria and Israel are plotting against him...But this is what the Sovereign LORD says: This invasion will never happen...Unless your faith is firm, I cannot make you stand firm.'" Isaiah 7:3-5, 7, 9

Isaiah the prophet is sent by God to encourage Ahaz, the king of Judah. From a human perspective, it is hard to fault the fearful king. King Rezin of Syria and Pekah, king of Israel, have set out to attack Jerusalem. Their mission is to replace Ahaz with another king who will join with them against Assyria. Ahaz feels surrounded and defeated. Isaiah's words fall to him as from one with little understanding of what the political realities are at this moment. This conspiracy cannot be denied. Rezin and Pekah are plotting a hostile take-over, but the prophet comes to Ahaz and tells him to stop worrying. The overthrow of his throne will not happen. 

Research has revealed that over 90% of the things that keep us up at night and steal rest from our heart, never come to pass. Worry not only robs us of peace and joy, but it renders us ineffective. Hours pass by without anything profitable accomplished when our minds are consumed by all the cares that cause our thoughts to run wild.

Later in the same chapter, Isaiah instructs the king to ask God for a sign of confirmation but Ahaz refuses. Although his reply may seem honourable, not wanting to test the Lord, in actual fact he is responding in disobedience to God's command. The Lord has invited Ahaz to ask for some evidence to validate all the prophet has said, but the king declines the opportunity. I believe he objected, because he did not really want to hear what God was going to say. Upon knowing, he would then be put in a position of making a decision to obey. Sometimes it is easier not to know what God desires, than to be held accountable and responsible for our actions.

In response, Isaiah addresses Ahaz's defiance asking, "Listen well, you royal family of David! Isn't it enough to exhaust human patience? Must you exhaust the patience of my God as well?" 

Wondering if my name is Ahaz. Looking around at the valid, undeniable circumstances that can be surrounding us, is our trust evidenced by our responses? Are there times we really do not want to listen to what God has to say because He might challenge our schedule, convict our heart, call us to a deeper following that draws us outside our comfort zone? Do we sometimes actually refuse to ask for direction or seek His will because our hearts have not yet arrived at that place of surrender, to obey whatever He might ask of us? Like a little child, we place our fingers in our ears and start singing loudly, "I can't hear You."

God is coming to us today and saying in whatever situation causing concern and unease to rise, stop worrying. You do not need to fear. He sees the truth of the circumstances, but He is calling us to trust. Trust involves surrendering our concerns and resting in God's provision and promises. It requires relinquishing control. Letting go and leaning on the Lord. Ahaz chose to push divine counsel away and he missed the opportunity for deliverance. It's so easy to say we trust God, but where is that firm faith evidenced in our lives? 

Father, sometimes You must look down on us as You did Ahaz. You instruct us to stop worrying. You tell us not to fear. We must exhaust Your patience often. You call us to wait in faith for Your rescue saying, "Unless your faith is firm, I cannot make you stand firm." Lord, help us strengthen our resolve. Without belief, we will find no relief, and worry, anxiety and fear will continue to dominate our response. Faith faces every uncertainty and difficulty with a determination not to try God's patience with unbelief, but chooses to see the situation from God's perspective. God's outcome will prevail, but how we live while waiting to see God's plans fulfilled can be dearly wasted, greatly impacting our thoughts and ability to accomplish anything. Help us trust You. Give us a firm faith.

Trauma Transformed

"It was in the year King Uzziah died that I saw the Lord. He was sitting on a lofty throne, and the train of His robe filled the Temple." Isaiah 6:1

I still recall, as a young person, hearing a message from Isaiah 6:1. The speaker concluded with the question, "What has to die in your life in order for you to see the Lord?" That thought returns to me every time I read this passage in Isaiah.

King Uzziah's royal reign latest 52 years. He would have been included in the list of "good kings" as he was a man who sought the Lord. Because of his military accomplishments, 2 Chronicles 26:8 tells us "his fame spread even to Egypt, for he had become very powerful." Sadly, with power came pride and this led to his downfall. Although a great and wise king, his life ended tragically. It wasn't until his death that Isaiah saw the Lord.

None of us want calamity to touch our lives, but it is often through the worst of times that God makes His presence even more clear. With the passing of this earthly king, Isaiah saw the sovereign Ruler of the universe. 

Yesterday morning I was listening to the "Trauma Transformed" podcast. As the weekly guest shared a recent experience that could have ended with loss of life, she gave praise to the Lord for the many ways He took a horrendous situation and opened her eyes to see the goodness of God all around her. It is often in these undesirable circumstances that our understanding of the Lord grows deeper and we see Him as He makes His presence more obvious to us. It is not that He draws nearer; He has always been there, but with the hardship He draws our attention to focus beyond the situation to His provision.

Through all the uncertainties of life, God is sitting on His throne, but often there are things that need to "die", be removed, or to occur so that we can see past what is to Who is. With the passing of king Uzziah, one of the Bible's most well-known prophets had a fresh encounter with the Lord. Already it has been mentioned that Judah's ruler was a good king, but often times that is why it is hard to see how we are missing out on knowing God. It is not that we are pursuing wicked and evil activities, but our view is blocked by some great earthly, even God-honouring person or pursuit. If only whatever stood in our way of seeing the Lord was blatantly and obviously wrong, we might not allow it to hold such attention and attraction.

I'm sure Isaiah did not consider the death of Uzziah as a good thing. Because of his long reign, there would have been many Israelites who only knew the leadership of this one king. It is doubtful his death was perceived as a blessing, and yet it was this death that removed the scales of spiritual blindness so that Isaiah could discern the beauty and glory of God.

As we make this personal, I wonder if we could echo the prophet's proclamation. In the moment of receiving the diagnosis. In the months following the job loss. In the year dad died. In the weeks after the miscarriage. When there was no idea how the bill was going to be paid. In the middle of failure, insecurity, grief, brokenness, chaos and crisis, we can say with Isaiah, I saw the Lord.

God desires to meet with us, and sometimes it takes heroes falling, health failing, confidence faltering, foundations fracturing and resources fleeing for our faith to see God amidst our circumstances. When Isaiah saw the Lord, his life was transformed. May change occur for all who see.

Carrying My Blue Bag

"Why am I discouraged? Why is my heart so sad? I will put my hope in God! I will praise Him again - my Saviour and my God!" Psalm 42:5, 11

I have often heard it said that loving is a decision, but so are hoping and praising. With all the many responses we can choose, when faced with situations outside our control, will we set our hearts on hope? We must determine what will occupy our thoughts when discouragement threatens to defeat us.

The Psalmist recognizes that his emotions are making his heart despair. He can't even seem to identify the cause of his feelings or the reason for his sorrow. Sometimes a cloud sweeps over us and we cannot pinpoint the source, but a malaise settles on our soul. If we let it take up residence, we will spiral down a dark and gloomy path. Like the writer, we must wrestle to keep our hope alive.

I read that "hope is like a reservoir of emotional strength." It builds us up and cheers us on in the middle of uncertainties. When an unbeliever says they are hoping for something, there is an element of doubt expressed. Maybe/maybe not. However, Hebrews 11 reminds us that Biblical hope is certain and sure. Where you see living hope you also see deep faith. John Piper has said that "Hope is faith in the future tense." I love that!

Hope is praying for rain and carrying your umbrella. Hope is baking the loaf and anticipating opportunities for hospitality. Hope takes steps of action that show belief. During the Covid pandemic I purchased a beautiful travel bag. It actually was a step of trust that in the not-too-distant future I would be able to use it.

My mom personified hope. I remember during one of my dad's long hospital stays, when I would pick her up to drive her to the hospital, she always had a blue canvas bag with her. She carried it back and forth daily, yet I never saw her use the contents. One day I inquired what it contained. She explained to me that it was her "hope bag". Believing each day that her husband might be better upon our arrival and need his clothes in order to come home, she was prepared with everything he needed. She never gave up trusting God for his healing, and one day we did require that blue bag.

Sometimes we must challenge our own soul and not surrender to the disquiet and depression that tempts our heart. Even though there can be justifiable explanations for our negative feelings, the reasons to hope are greater. Preaching to himself, the Psalmist is encouraged by the truth he knows. There is always hope in the Lord, and in focusing on hope, praise will return again.

My friend Bev Foster created a beautiful recording of original songs entitled, "Hope Seeds". One of the songs is titled, "Set Our Hearts On Hope". While sharing in a Webinar she said, "We talk about looking for hope, recovering hope, preserving hope, cultivating hope, finding hope, resilient hope, retaining hope. Hope is one of those four-letter words that has a broad meaning." She went on to describe hope as the link in-between our current circumstances and what is yet to come. Hope sees what has not happened yet, but believes it will come to pass.

It is in these middle places that choices need to be made so that positive transformation can happen. Hope in God does not deny the reality of what is, but injects the assurance of His care so that our confidence can stand firm. Knowing the Lord's presence with us, births our praise. As we consider His goodness and nearness, our hearts rejoice.

Hope is energizing and it grows in community. Maybe your heart is filled to overflowing with the goodness of God and you are praising Him. Look around you. There are those who need your infusion of hope. Don't blast them with it, but bless them with a word of understanding and encouragement. We will praise Him again!

"Hope Seeds" - Bev Foster; Producer Philip Janz; June 2023

Rope-Holders

"Finally, dear brothers and sisters, we ask you to pray for us. Pray that the Lord's message will spread rapidly and be honoured wherever it goes, just as when it came to you." 2 Thessalonians 3:1

This morning I will head to the church. For the past ten years I have been involved with the Women's Mission Circle Outreach group that meets twice a month. My initial visit was because a dear sister-in-Christ, and long-time spiritual mentor, was going to share her personal testimony. I attended to support and encourage her. All it took was one visit for me to be drawn into this precious gathering. These dear ladies all had such a heart for the global spread of the gospel. For the most part, at that time, they were all much older than myself, and I think they enjoyed this younger gal showing interest in an area of ministry that was so tender to their hearts.

At each meeting we read the missionary letters that had arrived over the course of the previous two weeks, and then spend time in prayer, praising God for answers and lifting requests before His throne of grace. I always love when we receive some quick correspondence from our missionary friends, rejoicing in a provision of the Lord that came as a direct answer to prayer. We join the celebration and lift hearts of thankfulness to our Heavenly Father.

Why is prayer so often the final thing we do? Why does it become our last resort? When we can do nothing else, we resign ourselves to pray when in reality it should be our first response. Praying for the advancement of the Good News of Jesus Christ and for the salvation of others, needs to be a continual longing from our lips to God's ears.

Jesus clearly presented the call to evangelism when He encouraged all believers to go and make disciples in Matthew 28. That command is for every generation until the return of the Lord, yet mission-minded groups are few and their meetings small in attendance. What will it take to inspire a fresh desire to see "the Lord's message spread rapidly and be honoured wherever it goes"? Prayer.

In the late 1700's William Carey was one of the first and most famous evangelical missionaries. His name became synonymous with mission work, and he became the eponym of several Christian schools. But how many people know his friend Andrew Fuller? Not being called by God to physically go and spread the Gospel cross-culturally, Andrew still had a vital role in evangelism. Before leaving for his mission in India, Carey said to Fuller, "I will go down in the pits, if you will hold the ropes." Fuller stayed home and "held the ropes" as Carey shared the message of salvation to unreached people groups. 

A key role of a rope-holder is to pray fervently and consistently for those commissioned to foreign fields, petitioning for specific needs and rejoicing in God's answers. Rope-holders play a vital part in both the support and spread of the gospel. 

Mission work is enabled by rope-holders. They are the ones who till the ground through prayer until there is a harvest of spiritual fruit. There is a beautiful, divine partnership between those who labour faithfully in locations around the globe and those on bended knee in quiet rooms. Make it your mission to never let go of the rope.

Blessings In Details

"O LORD my God You have performed many wonders for us. Your plans for us are too numerous to list. You have no equal. If I tried to recite all Your wonderful deeds, I would never come to the end of them." Psalm 40:5

How well and how often do we see the hand of God on our lives? Do we notice evidence of His daily provision and rejoice in His goodness to us? Our days are so filled with activity that we miss recognizing how the Lord has orchestrated each moment according to His plan. 

The Psalmist David reflects on the many and numerous wonderful things the Lord does for us. We may read those words and question, "many"? "Numerous"? Really? Our lives may feel deficient of that extreme quantity. It is not that we are lacking; it is that we aren't looking.

Reflect back over the last 24 hours. At any point did you pause and consider what God was doing at that very moment on your behalf? Do you miss crediting the Lord, regarding circumstances as coincidental? I personally hate the word "coincidence". That word is defined as "a remarkable concurrence of events without apparent causal connection." Its synonyms are words like fate, destiny, accident and chance. It dismisses the sovereignty of God overseeing everything that touches our lives. If something remarkable happens, it is always God's doing!

Sometimes we fail to see simply because we aren't looking. About six years ago I purchased a small "Line-a-Day" book. It has enough space to record several God-instances at the end of each day. I keep it beside my bed, and it is the last thing I do every night. I stop and consider where I have seen the hand of God throughout my day. It forces me to give careful thought to how the Lord has provided for me. Regardless of how difficult the day may have been, there are always reasons to be thankful. It almost seems that on the worst possible days, the more evidences of His hand I see. Yes, diagnosis, tragedy, loss and heartache can unexpectedly interrupt our lives, but in the midst of grief and uncertainly, God meets with us so deeply, His blessings come to us as tender intimacy.

Yesterday my husband and I had to travel into Toronto to St. Michael's hospital. This was not a scheduled appointment, but recent tests revealed that his heart is weakening further. The cardiologist wanted to exam him and change his medication. This could have been a day of anxiety and fear, yet instead I began looking for God as we set out on the Go-Train.

As we travelled, texts and messages began filling my phone. Family and friends praying for us. My heart was encouraged and filled with hope. Although we had a twenty-minute walk to get to the hospital after departing the train, it is all underground, so the forecast of rain and storms didn't impact us at all. And, when I say "underground", I'm not talking a tunnel. I was laughing as we journeyed through this "hidden city". It was incredible! The flooring sparkled. The shops are all "high-end". The markets and restaurants were numerous. My heart filled with delight at a time when I could have been discouraged.

Although my husband's heart is struggling, the specialists we spoke to didn't seem overly alarmed. In fact, they sanctioned reinstating his driver's license and told him he could enjoy a day of golf! It's been thirteen months since he has done either! 

His appointment ended and we walked the path back through the underground shopping maze. We arrived to the Go-train one-minute before the doors closed! We had no control over the length of our appointment at the hospital, but God did. He made sure the timing was so perfect that we made it to Union Station at the exact time we needed to be there to head home, and not a moment too soon or too late! 

God daily showers us with blessings. As Seph Schlueter sings in the song "Counting My Blessings", "The more that I look in the details, The more of Your goodness I find." Like the Psalmist, our list of His wonderful deeds will never come to an end. Lord, open our eyes to see.

"Counting My Blessings"; Songwriters Jonathan Gamble/Jordan Douglas Sapp/Seph Schlueter; Capitol CMG Publishing, Universal Music Publishing Group; copyright 2024

Rescue Me From Me

"I said to myself, 'I will watch what I do and not sin in what I say. I will hold my tongue when the ungodly are around me.' But as I stood there in silence - not even speaking of good things - the turmoil within me grew worse. The more I thought about it, the hotter I got, igniting a fire of words..." Psalm 39:1-3

Does this sound sadly altogether far too familiar? Have you been there? Not only with the "ungodly", but with other Christ-followers? Just the other morning while out on a walk, my husband shared something with me that I was unprepared to hear. Plans he had made and confirmed that did not sit well with me. It wasn't that I didn't support the activity, but I worried about the impact it would have on his health. His current struggle with physical heart issues leaves my heart legitimately concerned. As I listened to the decisions he had made, like the Psalmist, I told myself to "hold my tongue". I knew anything I spoke would be birthed in frustration, mixed with genuine worry. Yet, the more I remained silent, "the turmoil within me grew worse."

I did manage, through the power of the Holy Spirit, to keep from saying anything I would regret later, but unfortunately there can be times in our lives when a volcano of fiery words erupts, spewing anger, confusion and disappointment. Sometimes these outbursts only last moments, but other times they can linger longer. Emotions can move us to the verge of exploding as pressure builds to an uncontrollable measure.

We live in an age of rage. It is not unfamiliar to hear a news report of one driver losing his temper with another that ends in damage or tragic loss. Anger is such a dangerous emotion when not reigned in. Most often anger rises when we have seated ourselves as judge over something, and we believe our way is right. When we are dismissed, we become dismayed and we direct our displeasure at the one who is disagreeing with us. If only we would get as upset over the things that move God to anger.

How did David in the Psalm handle this dilemma? He asks the Lord for a new perspective.

"'LORD, remind me how brief my time on earth will be. Remind me that my days are numbered - how fleeting my life is. You have made my life no longer than the width of my hand. My entire lifetime is just a moment to You; at best, each of us is but a breath.' We are merely moving shadows, and all our busy rushing ends in nothing...Rescue me from my rebellion." Psalm 39:4-6, 8

In the overall, big picture and scheme of things, we should ask ourselves, how important is the situation that has our feelings escalating? Even if we are justified in our reaction, is our response really worth it? We need to say with David, Lord, rescue me from me.

With the reality and understanding of the brevity of life, we can develop a different attitude. Our days here on earth really are too short to be wasting time increasing our blood pressure and hurting others. Yes, God created us as emotional beings, but our emotions were never meant to control us. God intends to use them to transform us. As complex creatures, emotions serve as indicators, not dictators. When irritation increases, we need to look inward and find the root. Anger unrestrained will lead to sin.

Often, we ourselves are the problem. We must ask the Lord to grow the fruit of self-control in our lives. We cannot justify all annoyances as righteous indignation. Yes, God gets angry at evil, but most of the things that get our blood boiling are petty inconveniences that the enemy uses to tempt us to sin. Paul warns us in Ephesians that anger gives the Devil a foothold in our lives, giving him a favourable position for further advantages.  

Let's shut the door on anger. Remember, "You cannot see your reflection in boiling water. Similarly, you cannot see truth in a state of anger." 

Without Words

"For I am waiting for You, O LORD. You must answer for me, O Lord my God." Psalm 38:15

Lord, I came to Your Word with expectation. I quietly and eagerly prepared my heart to hear what You were waiting to speak to me, but nothing jumped off the page. I read the verses again wondering what I had missed. Was my mind distracted? Was I not focusing on Your truth? Was there any unconfessed sin standing in the way? Where was the passage that was going to carry me through the day? Your Word is always alive and active, so where is it breathing fresh life to my soul today?

I'm confident we all have had days where we are desiring God to speak, yet our time in His Word has left us empty. I read once that God is sometimes silent with those whom He knows will continue to wait on Him. Silence is actually one of the greatest forms of trust, yet none of us enjoy it's reply. It can make us feel annoyed, aggravated, frustrated and forgotten.

When God appears to be taking a sabbatical of silence the void can be deafening. Around us there are stories of "burning bushes", the Lord calling and directing others, yet though our ears are attentive for His voice, nothing. Friends share how God is working in their lives, fulfilling dreams, designing opportunities, and we rejoice with them while longing for similar God encounters. His silence in our lives does not go unnoticed, while our hearts cry for just one whisper. Anything. Instead, we feel we are living in a soundproof room.

In the silence, we discover that faith can grow. As we wait for God to speak, trust grows deeper roots. In the darkness God is still there. We don't need His voice to validate His presence. Our walk with God can be like a series of bars of rest in a musical score. The melody of His spoken lyrics will return. In the meantime, we keep coming, expecting, listening and anticipating. His love for us is not defined by how many times He speaks to us, but demonstrated on a wooden cross where His love reached and touched beyond the power of words.

Seasons of silence do not indicate God's abandonment or His inactivity. How we handle silences can actually be "a pretty accurate barometer of whether we really have faith in God". (A. Gregory)

Father, when all we hear is the empty echo of our own voice, help us trust You with Your silence. Empower us to wait when our kneeling is met with heaven's solitude. Enable us to appreciate time with You, understanding the special wordless exchange. In the sweetness of a speechless encounter our senses can be awakened as we taste and see that You are good. You open our eyes to Your love, grace and mercy. You let us feel Your nearness. The fragrance of Your presence permeates this place of sanctuary, being held in a moment of quiet holiness. We close our eyes and see You. Reaching out our hands, there is a fresh awareness of Your righteous right hand holding us.

May our time with You each morning not be so much about us. May it not be the Word You give us that we value most, but increase our longing to just be with You. Teach us to sit fully satisfied in Your silence. You articulate Yourself to us through speechless wonder.

Without uttering a sound, You fill our hearts with wordless conversation.

"Silent Savior: Daring to Believe He's Still There"' A. J. Gregory; Revell; copyright 2009

Givers

"...the godly are generous givers." Psalm 37:21b

My Mom and Dad were both "givers". They recognized that everything came from the Lord and they held it all loosely in open hands. They were financial supporters of many ministries and missionaries. They gave of their time, talents and resources in every area of their lives. I will always remember the couple of times they received notification from the government that they were going to be audited. Apparently, according to the officials who review yearly Income Tax, it was impossible for my parents to be giving as much as they claimed while on the limited income they were receiving.

Out to their home came the nicest young man, in the role of government auditor. Mom kept meticulous records and had all receipts and documents prepared for his arrival. He began going through all the paperwork and refiling their tax return. It is unforgettable what happened upon his completion. He turned to my parents and simply said, "I don't have any idea how you're doing what you're doing, but just keep doing it!" He could find no discrepancy in documents, yet he had no idea how they could give so generously based on their income. What always made me smile, was that truly this represented just a portion of all my parents gave. Those receipts were only evidence of monetary giving to charitable organizations, but what about all the kindness extended through tangible gifts? Mom always had little remembrances for family, friends, children, and many others she encountered. Although she joked in later years that the nursing home would eventually need to put her out on the street as her bank account would be empty, she saw the truth of Psalm 37:25, "I was young and now I am old, yet I have never seen the righteous forsaken or their children begging bread." (NIV)

Giving was modeled in my home and I'm so thankful for understanding early in life that absolutely nothing is mine. My twin sister and I were taught to tithe and give to God from the first coin we received. We weren't given an allowance, but we "earned" money through accomplishments achieved, either in music or education. Fifty cents for a "B", a dollar for an "A". How my sister and I looked forward to report card day! Prior to establishing this financial initiative we were both good students, and money was an even greater study incentive. Rejoicing in our success, and recognizing it wouldn't have happened without God's enabling, we would often give 100% of our finances back to the Lord, or we would tithe, and then re-tithe the remainder the following week. We never gave grudgingly, but with hearts of great delight, rejoicing in having something to offer our Heavenly Father from hearts overflowing with love. I recall Mom and Dad trying to explain to us, without discouraging our desires in our longing to give, that we had already tithed that amount and did not have to give more, but that is just it...it was not a "have to", it was always a joy and delight. We saw our parents giving daily to the Lord in so many ways, and for us it was responding in love and returning to Him what was truly already His.

I am so thankful for parents who walked in obedience to God in this regard. Finances is the only area that scripture invites us to "test God". Malachi 3:10 (NIV) says, "'Bring the whole tithe into the storehouse, so that there may be food in My house, and test Me now in this,' says the LORD of hosts, 'if I will not open for you the windows of heaven and pour out for you a blessing until it overflows.'" Mom and Dad did not store up for themselves treasures on earth (Matthew 6:19), but they invested in lives and ministries with eternal value. I know rich has been their reward.

"One man gives freely, yet gains even more; another withholds unduly, but comes to poverty. A generous man will prosper; he who refreshes others will himself be refreshed." Proverbs 11:24-24 (NIV)