I sat behind her that night. She sat erect. Back straight. Head held high. Hands clasped. With each name called I saw the longing. She sat in hopeful silence. Barely breathing she waited. Yearning written all across her appearance. Her hands sometimes figeted in nervousness and anticipation. Until the last name was called. She stood with poise and refinement and left quickly. She had not received an award.
My heart ached for her. That was my High School story too. Being second or third didn't bring the accolation. "Close" or "Almost" didn't receive the medal. She wasn't chosen.
This morning reading the passage above, I remembered this young girl, feeling again her disappointment, rejection, failure. Whatever you are going through today remember that you are special to God. You are blessed, loved, chosen, adopted, favoured, redeemed and forgiven.
"Now there is in store for me the crown of righteousness, which the Lord, the righteous Judge, will award to me on that day—and not only to me, but also to all who have longed for his appearing." 2 Timothy 4:8
If you know Christ as your Lord and Savior, one day your name will be called and the reward you will receive will be greater than any earthly trophy. He's applauding and giving a standing ovation for you today - Well done, good and faithful servant.
1 comment:
We are kindred spirits... experiencing much of that same disappointment as a teenage girl, desperately seeking the approval of others... of friends and a sister, and never receiving it. There are seasons, like this past week, when I felt it all over again, and my heart hurt and cried and experienced a familiar ache that lingers still.
Much of what I wrote was birthed because of my pain.
So glad to be your friend and to be God's joy and delight. It's taken me a long season to realize this; I keep practicing my "princess" status...
Here's sending you a crown this night, friend.
Love you, and you're almost there with these devotions. So proud of you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
peace~elaine
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